The red drops flow so smoothly,

Against my porcelain skin,

Making others shudder,

While just releasing what's within.



What you see as mutilation,

Doesn't cause me pain,

For as the tears flow from your eyes,

Mine flow from my veins.

my love for you holds strong,
as my limbs fall weak,
and i long,
for you to here me speak.
to talk of how i miss,
the warmth of your embrace,
to think of our first kiss,
of your now expressionless face.
the day you left,
all was a blurr,
someone came and theft-
my heart poor.
reality passed,
and i did not comprehend,
i stood in shock,
the truth i tryed to bend.
now even as time has passed,
my life still does remain-
entangled in this,
still is my pain.
but if from this,
you only get a line,
remember this,
you will always be mine.

The pain is overflowing,

As the gun drops,

I hope you went knowing,

It made my world stop.

The thought of this destroys me,

Wishing it not to be true,

But I just hate to see,

How the truth can be so cruel.

Even as time has passed,

The pain does not go numb,

I want it to be over fast,

But my body won't play dumb.

Wishing to know that you are safe,

And watching over me,

Hoping to somehow see your face,

But It will never be.

Freeze frame time,

Forever in these thoughts,

It only gets worse with time,

I can never go back to that spot.

I drive by your house,

And I am filled with pain,

But when I close my eyes,

I still see your face,

The fire in your eyes,

I never knew I'd come to hate.

The tears, the pain,

I cannot bare,

But it's too late,

You're not there.

You're not coming back,

You took your life,

Now I'll never relax.

Could this have been stopped?

Was there another way?

I will always have a knot,

In my heart to stay.

Do you see me all alone?

Looking at your name,

Starring at it carved in stone,

The image won't fade away.

There are no answers for me,

'Cuz the dead refuse to speak,

Nothing in life comes free,

But this truly makes me weak.

The crimson tears flow,

Like rain from the sky,

Now I'm dying slow,

I'll be with you in time.

A shadow cast overhead
Every step in darkness
What you've longed to see
Lingers just behind those eyes.

Lock the final door inside you
Use your hands to see
Step into your porcelain coffin
As it soon will be.

Let it slip between your fingertips
The ones who've longed to touch
Drag down through your palm
Feel your tendons push.

The memories that haunt you
Now pour out with grief
Soon you will feel nothing
Yet in your last moments, there is no release.

Your last thoughts cling to you
Holding you hostage
Suffocating you with reluctance
Flailing to stay true.

It is the only one
That will not fade away
The only one who brings regret
To where the blade is placed.

Your hearts final memory
Before it lets you part
Brings forth the face of a girl
The one you love so much...

Emotions trickle downwards
As you snap back, but not soon enough
Now she will never know
Because it's too late to be saved.

Too late to unlock the doors
And let her love come fill
Too late to have told her
She is why your heart beats still.

You grasp to hold on
But cannot fight the cold
Embrace the end now with ease
Swirling in your memories blood.