I guess there's only one solution
No ifs, ands, or buts
I can almost see the light
Before I've made the first cut
The first and last incision
Come true, my only wish
To solve all of your problems
Did you think I was so selfish?
I know what you're thinking,
"The girl who cried wolf."
I wish I could know what you were thinking
When you hear they found me swinging
Or drugged out on the floor
Or cut up in my bed
Or splattered on the walls
From a gun to my head
Or maybe a mix
I've always been one for theatrics
I'm just really tired
Of crying alone
Of everyone being too busy
Of everyone getting fed up
Of everyone leaving me behind
Of everyone not caring
Of everyone not being sympathetic
Of everyone for not listening
Of everyone for blowing me off
Of everyone for not returning the favor
Of everyone for everything
Of myself for everything
Of everyone for not believing
But I'll make you believe.
I am capable of anything.