Painting on my peach paper
With a sharp, red marker
Dragging it across the paper

Like a dandelion
Your lies spread

I’m done with my toxic friends
And one sided relationships
I’m done with my face
And the pimples everywhere
I’m done with my body
The way it doesn’t curve like the others
I’m done with my grades
And how they will never be enough
I’m done with my siblings
And how they just don’t care everyone’s falling apart
I’m done with my dad
He’s yelling at everyone with pure criticism
I’m done with my mom
The way you can see the tired in her eyes
I’m done with school
Everyone is getting annoying and rude
I’m done with society
What ever happened to kind people?
I’m done with my generation
Everything’s a joke
I’m done with the boy I love
Because he doesn’t love me

I guess what I’m saying is…
I’m done

I’m tired of pretending now
Your constant criticism has me down
Do you realize what this does to me?
I’m crying when I shouldn’t be
You make me feel so crazy
And no, I’m not lazy
Don’t guilt trip me into doing things
I’m tired of doing your ****
I’m just tired.

I want to cry
But I physically can’t

Isn't it funny that your in love with someone who doesn't love you
And
Isn't it funny that i'm in love with someone who doesn't love me
It's like a joke i still don't get
How could you love her if she said no?
But i'm still laughing
How could I love you if you said no?
It makes me angry that you love someone who doesn't love you
But
I love you and you don't love me
It's like a never ending cycle
Who will stop loving first?

It’s getting loud—
Can barely hear
I’ve been drowning
In all my tears
Words convincing
They cut like a knife
I’m barely wincing
Another: girl vs. life
It’s my head that’s the problem
It knows what it’s done
I’ve hit rock bottom
And it’s no longer fun
I tried to drown it out
But it’s tattooed in my brain
And it’s making me doubt
And now I’m in pain—
It’s getting loud in here
And I want it to stop