i found an *******
at the bottom was a smashed
frame
broken glass poking holes
at the bottom
i told them i reached in
and all the glass scratched me
and that was the
first time

hit hit hit
clap
slam
clap

you're gonna miss me
when i'm gone
top
bottom top
you're gonna miss me
by my hair
slam clap
you're gonna miss me
everywhere
clap

i know you're gonna miss me
when i'm gone
hit hit

the memories you find
at the very bottom of
your brain
from when you were
just a little seed of a
person
it's like looking at the world
through a kaleidoscope
colors
shapes
they almost seem to fit
together in a
puzzle like way
but mostly it's strange
to see that you've
changed so much
it's even stranger to
find that you
haven't changed
at all

This won't last long.
I need to get it down
before it stumbles again.
I need to hold on,
before it slips through
my hot palms,
into the well i've
built inside myself.
I can't let it slide down
that slippery well,
because it might be
the last time I hold it
in my heart, let it
dance through my blood
and glow through
my dead, disconnected
eyes.
I will hold it tight this time,
because who knows?
Will it be the last?
Will I be able to fight
once I know the rope has broken
and the bucket has sprung
a leak?
It might be the last time
before the weather weakened
wires wither into nothing
under my very skin.
So right now,
I need to get it down.
Right now,
I'm happy.

To lose The Game
You have to know the Rules

Even though it's simple enough.

When ever you think about The Game,
you lose

And must announce your loss.
So basically,

I just lost The Game.

Do you hear me?
Am i visible enough to see?
Can't you hear my cries, my pleas.
I tried so hard to be everything you want me to,
I try so hard, and it's all just for you.
I miss you and your caring
All it is doing to me is tearing
It is ripping through me like never before
It is going down to my very core
My emotions are being eaten away so i cry
and if you ever let a word slip from your mouth and hid it and lie
I know you have got your job and your money and all
but daddy cant you just squeeze in one call
Can you hear me wherever you are?
daddy i miss you, i swear im not that far.