Her reputations about
being sentimental,
It's difficult,
because everyone's judgmental,
It's hard for her,
to stay in line,
with every one criticizing her,
all of the time,
she waits for the bell,
afraid of what's to come,
she doesn't want to leave,
she feels like she's ****,
so she walks out the door,
throws her books to the side,
she falls to her knees,
and begins to cry,
so her teachers kneels beside her,
asking her why,
she feels like **** and wants to die,
so she pulls out a gun,
puts the barrel to her mouth,
puts her finger on the trigger,
she has no doubt,
she wants to die,
she's ending it here,
the light bales forward,
now, she's full of fear,
so the teacher grabs her arm,
telling her it's not right,
that was the day that teacher,
saved her life.

Loving you is torture,
I can't explain the pain,
Seeing you every moment,
Makes me go insane,
I see you every day,
I see you every night,
And every time we're talking,
You always start a fight,
but ill still love you forever,
It's a feeling I can't explain,
you treat me very different,
I can't explain the pain,
For the strangest reasons only,
You make me want to cry,
But you always put me first,
That's my kind of guy,
But sometimes I feel trapped,
Like an animal in the zoo,
And that's how I feel,
About loving you.

As I lay there dying,
I remember all of those times,
You used to say you'd never hurt me,
And I know it's all a lie,
I don't feel you lying next to me,
So I must have been mistaken,
Cause you said you'd never leave me,
But my heart you have taken,
And as I try to stand,
Giving it my best,
I fall back to the ground,
While I clinch to my chest,
And while I wait to die,
I remember what you said,
That if I ever left you,
You told me I'd be dead.

I feel so alone,
So trapped inside,
I've got no place to go,
I've got no place to hide,
Something inside me,
Feels sore and broken,
I've been gasping for air,
Someone help me, I'm choking,
I've got nothing left,
For me to stay,
It's just that life,
Should not have to be this way,
So im ending it here,
It's the way it has to be,
My life has ended,
And so has my misery.