After so many times i have tried
After many times I've lied
To tell you the truth, I'm not fine
It's gone so far, I think I've lost my mind
My plastic mask is melting away
I'm done, I've got to get away
3 different times I have tried
3 times to  attempt a quiet suicide
1st a bottle of poison to stop the pain
2nd, drink a bottle of poison like it's a game
3rd, I must try an overdose
I thought it was going to work the most
No nothing worked and I'm still hear
For the future I still fear
After so many times I have tried
After many times I've lied
To tell you the truth, I'm not fine
It's gone so far, I think I've lost my mind

So many times I've tried
And so many times I've cried
But no one ever knew
That I tried to commit suicide
Too many times I've tried
These tears shed over nothing new
Maybe I wasn't meant to live this life
For me is no happiness and strife

In the eyes of the world
Shall peace be revealed
In the mouths of the hungry
Shall the truth be concealed
Do we fear god
Or the word "fear" itself
We are the corrupted
Who only cares for thyself
Through tears and violence
We seal up in a pod
But the Bible must say
We are the true image of god
I am not a preacher
And you shan't follow
You will forget
When time comes the morrow
So we stand corrupted
The vigilant and poor
Because when the morrow comes
We will be no more

Shall the ears only hear
What they all seek
Setting the world on the shoulders
Of the perilous meek
Shall the nose only smell
The vile perfume of lies
Our arrogant ways
Will plan our demise
To the hungry, poor
blind and unique
I can assure you
This is not what you seek
Forced to violate
Into religion alone
And thy heart that beats
Tis not thy own
In the darkness
Morrow will dawn
No more stand corrupted
For we shall be gone

Our own immaturity
Will bring the world to an end
Our own lives failure
Is not left to mend
A dire ending
'Twas warned the Earth
And no promises
Of a second birth
The last taste shall be
Smoke and ash
The last thing you smell
Burning ox and ***
Last thing be heard
Slicing off heads
And the last thing you see
Everyone's dead
You all were wrong
And peace stood right
To the poor and corrupted
We must say goodnight

Behind these hazel eyes
Lies the sorrow and my pain
Dreaming for demise
It's my secret and my shame
In form of words
In forms of rhyme
This is the only way I'll be heard
Before the end of time
Secrets are scattered
Trust is broken
Broken and battered
Til these words are spoken
I tell you this
Though you don't even hear
What I tell you is
What lies in my empty tears
Things of love
Things of loneliness
Good won't rise above
There is no happiness
Lie to be confused
Tell to be an enemy
Stay to be used
Leave to be just me
I am alone in the dark
Not knowing what I write
And my mind will embark
On it's own endless flight
You may not comprehend
What I'm trying to say
You don't have to understand
It's just another day

In the shadows, In the darkness, they lie
Scared and broken, they are hidden from the light
Troubles are continuous and trust is broken
May no one here, hear the words that are spoken
Standing on ashes, Looking down at the world
Speaking of the truth, stood the little girl
But no one did listen, She is but too young
The world's own corruption, the troubles begun
The world's all fought, One by one fell down
In the end of sinners, all dead on the ground
In the smoke and ashes, stood the young girl
Telling the story, Of the ignorant world

Can you here their song
Singing and dancing along
To the pounding of the rhythmic drum

Dancing around the fire
Drinking in the shire
Passed out cold from the ***

Let the words be flown
In and out of the unknown
And walk towards the night born sun