"She's gone." he said..
In that moment you fled..

Inside to escape..
Faces show it's too late..

The knowledge of death..
She's breathed her last breath..

But there's nowhere to go..
So you try not to show..

The world's now in parts..
Of all broken hearts..

Who've lost their home..
She'll not tell a poem..

Of how to speak..
About something so bleak..

How to cry..
When you'd rather die..

How to ask why..
All so terrified..

Cuz their home is gone..
No leader lived on.

I do not fear loosing him
I only fear for what is lost..

Blindness to a way through
"No surrender" at all cost..

Feet to fire he submits
Humors my "demands"..

But will he ever realize
Our fate is in his hands?

Easy to see the hostility
Yet beneath the outward blame..

I see a man whose hurting,
Alone with so much shame..

He has greatness in him
A heart so loyal and true..

Yet wrapped tightly around him
A disease which allows nothing new..

So slowly his greatness dies
His compassion withers and fades..

His family resists turning to him
In so many, many ways..

It is not seen or heard
It hardly has a sound..

She finds a way to endure it
Her own Island cuz he's not around..

Drowning in a sea of *****
The goodness loses its grip..

Who remains is not her husband
For he has abandoned the ship..

He's lost at sea somewhere far
She waits, hoping he will learn..

Emplores the disease to forsake him
For he is lost and may never return..

Do you wish to listen?
Hear someone true?

Be awed and amazed
how little you must do..

Let go of your plans
Let go of control

Let her speak to you
From the depths of her soul

Let go of your will
Let go of the past

Let her come to you
As only this way can last

You who hold the cards
Let them faaaaaaall........

You'd be amazed...
Once you take down that wall.

a sleepless night..
if I could write..

myself free of torment and ache.

then I would see..
a plan for me..

the light of truth as I wake.

eyes see me crazy..
i can't deny maybe..

there's some validity to the concern.

but still its my eyes..
that must see through lies..

for lessons this soul wants to learn.

Four shadows upon the ground..
They move in sinc without a sound..

Knowing their fate rests on strained souls..
Finding their way; broken til whole..

The sun casts its power to show the unseen..
A world within worlds; not what it may seem..

Oh fate don't be fickle, be on the side..
Of four shadows cast down from sun-shining skies..

Mmmmm...chocolate..what you do to me..
How my body responds and stirs to be free..

the knowing a bite..
just wouldn't be right..

I can feel "the pull" from down to my soul..
I want just to taste and let it unroll..

the sign says stop!
this vice you must drop!

But dark sweetness already, has passed my lips..
The hungry place consumes it, control now slips..

Don't care to miss..
One moment of bliss..

I've drifted so far from my cares and my goals..
I've forgotten my name or who pays the tolls..

of my delite..
in just one night..

For the whole pan is gone? There are no more?!
Its done....In bewilderment I drop to the floor..

Chocolate brownies, ****!
You got me again!

lol

My intention, to heal
Do not what harms..

Yet how do I move free
From these pardox arms?

This soul?  She is part
of each one and all..

That has ever been made
Grand design; and small..

My mind flew away
along with my soul..

My heart stays to wait..
What is my true role?

Is healing possible?
If I should stay?

Boundaries I see
may show us the way..

For hearts to follow
their path though hard..

Recovery and healing
From broken glass shards..