I sit
In the dark
And listen
The deep notes filling me like a spiraling flood
Filling me
Almost full
The notes play, but the words rush out
Around me
Surround me
The sound
Oh peaceful but
Does not rest
I need it
I crave it
The music that keeps me here
And inspires
The feeling
I listen to it again and again, hoping to find what I'm missing
Though I know,
It isn't there.
The old me rests
And this me emerges
The song of my return
From the lost world I was in
I'm home
And I feel it
Like I've never felt before
And it's clear
Here
I want
Need
And stay.
I wish I could write the words to match
This revelation
Of sound, but
I cannot.
Yet.