This is the life
                                    Right
Or is it a strife
                                    Spite
Where are my emotions
                                      Numb
Senseless and **** pick up my
                                         Crumbs
Find myself pointless, worthless
                                            Empty    
Every aspect so dark and mirthless
                                                        Modus Vivendi

Death is nothing
Yet it is everything
Docile inside every living thing
Death is not fear
Nor resentment
but the outcome of a beginning
In life we find the only absolute thing
Is death, and within death is nothing
But a bleak sense of life
Death does not fall victim to change
But instead is steadfast and unwavering
Within death our legacy lives on
In the generations we create
With the seed of our own lives
Death is certain
Yet so uncertain
A vast concept the human mind
Cannot wrap itself around and yet
We ultimately fall to its harsh touch
Death is the end of nothing
And the beginning of everything

I realize nothing is certain
As i pull back my inner curtain
Unveil the truths
You can feel the proof
Feelings running deep and strong
Yet it feels so wrong
To love not once but twice
Is one love not suffice?
Hard to live with my own choices
All i want is to hear their voices
One last glance
As i take a chance
Leap before i look
My life becomes shook
My foundations feeling unstable
Emotions tiptoeing across a high cable
Uncertainty creeping into my mind
Love is crippling I find
Turning to solitude; escape from the real
Seemingly easier to just not feel
Lock myself into a mental cage
Full of sadness, fear, and rage
Only when i unlock my heart and mind
Will you find the love of a lifetime