I told you
I told you how I feel
How you make my heart beat
Faster and faster, and then you make it stop
I can't breath
Butterflies
Dizziness
Insanity
I told you
And you never said anything back
Nothing at all
No response
I waited all night
But you never said anything
You ignored me
The next day
We were back to normal
To you
But my heart was broken
Shattered
Bleeding
Alone
At least you could be a man
Be a man and respond
Say yes
Say no
Don't say nothing
You are driving me insane
Please help
Please stop
Please... Just answer me
Talk to me
Look at me
Tell me what you are feeling
Hate
Love
Anger
Pity
Anything
Anything would be better than this
Than not saying a word
Than not acting different
Then not even being able to look me in the eye
You are driving me crazy
Making me crash
Fall
Off a cliff
Off a mountain
Off of the world
Into the darkness
Alone
Never returning
Never the same again

I want to be married and have kids one day
I want to have a real job, both work and play
I want to be a bridesmaid for my best friend
I don't want this life ever to end
But these dreams won't come true
And it's all because of you
You never take care of yourself
All you do is ignore your health
I want to be able to write my own song
I want to be able to sing alone
I want to impact someone's life
I want to be someone's wife
But if you don't control your disease
You cannot do any of these
So I beg you please, there's only one thing to do
Take care of the most important person; You

Irony is...
When you hide cuts under a bracelet that says To Write Love On Her Arms
When you try to do good, but always do harm
Irony is...
When you're in love with a girl whose in love with a guy
When you always tell the truth, but get caught in one lie
Irony is...
When you give everything to someone, and they give nothing back
When the person you love, wants the one thing you lack
Irony is...
When someone promises they'll always be there, forever to keep
Yet every night, I cry myself to sleep.