life goes down and up like a roller coaster like every one says and thats lie and a myth to all people with problems its more like a snakey road with curves and sharp turns to left to right you amy never know whats coming your way some days are nice and smoothe like a clear path road and others have a clear path road but is blocked by traffic and cant find their way to a short cut to the easy and never get the real life that doesnt hit them till thier older and things start doing snakey roads start loosing controll and then turns to sharp turns left to right to mistake to mistake...

i  want to keep controll
i want to keep my path clear
not blocked by traffic
not by any one
not you
nor by
me
.
i,
am
my
own
self
that
choose
its
own path
not
by
you
nor
me
but
nobody

i choose by nobody rule...i ask you can you do the same??

crystal with pearl sitting among the earth starting at its beauty then whatch a swirl a blood covered coating the peals white now completly drowned with red boiling radge filled with anger twisted emotion with a broken heart on half sad, cold hearted in the shawdows afraid to be loved again and the other half wicked and always swoling and evil grinning like a ****** thats gone sycho and lost it way and all ties together into a death blood full moon.
I only see...this no one else i walk alone knowing i lost my friend and she has gone to depths in the shadows like a black whole ****** every bright hope she gets or has slowly get torn by the black whole the resting in her heart. She cries for help but lies in silnce no one can find her not even her soul can find her. She ask for no help, no one...she trust no body not even her self. I repeat over and over to my self only nobody can see her but my other friend may know her may know here but she has no clue she keeps messing every thing for her i create the demon moon with my friend i under stand her that i cannot not tell my other friend
i find her in the black whole and slowly recreating her her white moon

A bright sun set
Turning the sky from a bright stinging baby blue to a resting rose pink and red.
White snow birds flutter in the heaven colored sky with al natures natural colors that spread across the usa with beauty glowing on the gentle moving gracefully through the winds twist and turns but continues strolling along admiring the suns creations the rested in the morning and almost to night fall and with the mix between the blue and sunsets red and pink ish orange that fights to stay that color
For a couple of hours the mixed blends tie together and make one...

The twinkling stars that dances around the full moon a waking once again to enjoy their freedom from the sun glaze that over powers their little gas of light and hidden to the shivering night claims its time to come out and let people look what im made of and shows off the stars that shape designs the midnight like connect the dots on a sheet of paper but widen around the globe that hold secrets to the future, presents, and past that has not been un locked yet by a true person who looks outside of the box of this world that we live on and focus on the beauty in this whole world....

Wash away by every thing
Travel in the water flowing the creates the seas oceans lakes waterfalls ponds all around the world that attracts people all around the world set the mind in peace let all the troubles away  and seem clam once again....

i...
stand motionless...
staring into blank nothing...
whats going on...
who are you...
what are you doing this to me
and why....

the full moon that glazed over my crisped brown chocolate hair
in a trans staring blind founded
by the open gates of the full powered moon....

opening all the gates to the spirits
to seem to awake every full moon appears..

i turned to my questioned friend giving me a worried eye stare and which had to mock me in my head...thinking she thinks im s monster from the unknown...

i just stood there began to cry feeling every trapped soul opening to the world the living and acting stupid..

clonk
i crashed on the bed silenced never seem to open my bright hazel eyes...

i was greeted by a soft down and was found dead sad the next morning that was only a dream but felt a chill ran up then dissapeared in mid day.

Silents beats.
In rythem of slow dazed clock
Ticking back and forth.
As time frezzes
Every thing motion less
Nothing moving
Except tears with crystal blured reflection
In the gloomed dim sky
The cloock sticks the empty room that
Onced filled with light and life
Now laid the soul of silence to this room
And never had one
Voice
Ever to this room again
Not in
Every in life time
That rebon each year

life is like a flower
Planted into one spot never seem to leaves it way of life
Standing mighty and strong not letting any thing touch its graceful way of life.
Slowly others come into its world bringing the high brick wall to a burned crips and crumbling its spirit giving it no hope and lost it way for a point of living and loving.
The bright sun comes out from the under world and carries the hopeless flower to life blocking all the negative energy around its surroundings with a plastic bubble with love and support from the world who wants it to be living and happy no sadness the makes the rolling black could come in and **** your joy of life......
I am a plant stuck in one spot with others who care about are you going to reborn your self into becoming happy???
You choose your life nobody else may controlling your life you are you and only you may choose your path

strolling down the shivering lane of rainbow of trees that seem to be the same color...
Red, yellow and orange
seems like a pattern that never seem to stop till some one pushes all its leaves away.
pick, pick
one by one slowly swaying with baby wind swings
that dances with it sway dance
singing to a melody
these bright colored leaves once a lime green
fade into a mist of various different shades of color then die once again into a mold brown that gets swifted away by the snow
and rebirths in spring to explore its expirnces different ways as it reborns each day