Have you ever felt so miserable
That life seems like a punishment
This moment is totally unbearable
I feel totally useless and unwanted

My life is a mess
Not even a pretty dress
Can fix how I feel
Numb, dumb is how I feel

My eyes like sparkles from the sky
Even though i try
To be the perfeperfect girl for you
Only if these sparkles were a reflection from you

These arguments and unnecessary fights
Should I book me a flight
To your heart again?
And hope it will feel the same again

I hope my tears make you realize
That these eyes
Are tired of your lies
I just hope you realize my love
For you will fly away like a dove
I might not stay here forever
But I'll love you till forever

I'm not smiling because I want to
I'm smiling because I want to hide the pain that's inside

I'm not smiling because I want people to love my smile
I'm smiling because a smile is a beautiful thing

I'm smiling because I want to look happy
I'm smiling cause I know how it feels like to go to bed crying
I'm smiling because I know that life is short and today might be my last day
I smile because its how I light up my world
A smile is a precious thing that could make someone happy

The Love so sweet, so tender
Trust me I would surrender
If I was at war for your heart
Your heart
That would be mine
I guess its fine
Because you are mine

The hours we spent together
Those memories could last me forever
But forever is not guaranteed
And you and I will forever be

Can I be lost in your arms
Even though I hate the smell of your lip balm
Tracing your palm
For your love, I would cause harm

You are my knight in shining armour
Maybe the patels of a flower
Could state how much you love me
Loves me, loves me not
Maybe we could tie the knot
And be together to infinity and beyond

The love the way I feel when I'm around you
Trust me, I'd be a fool
If I hadn't fallen for you
You make life a happy place
The features on your face
Are something I love to trace

I love your smile
I could walk a thousand miles
For you and your love
For you are my one and only love

I love the sparkles in your eyes
No money in this world can buy
The love that you and I share
I wouldn't dare
To let go of you

You are my love, you give me the love that I always wanted

I try not to think about you
Tears running down my face
You don't know how much I love you
Something I can't erase
Are the memories we shared
The times we laughed
The dread
I have of losing the one that can't be replaced

The Picture that flashes back to the day
On your bed we lay
The one touch, that one kiss
Something I really miss

I feel stupid for falling
For you knowing that you wouldn't catch me
And now I'm crawling
To a safe haven where you won't find me..

A tear released from the prison of sparkles
I remember you telling me how good I am for you
The tear drops down to the ground that separated us
Was I good enough that you walked away without saying goodbye.

I miss you
I miss whom I love
I miss who you were
I miss how we were
I simply miss being loved

I close my eyes
He still haunts my mind
His face so clear
Another place I fear

How he hurt me
How he promised to love me
He lied
I guess I tried

I feel so good now that I got something
Something that could ease the pain from the beginning
I feel so great, its so unreal
I can't explain how I feel

My head spinning so fast
I hope this could last
Me til eternity
It was just plain loyalty

His smile that made me blush
I try to flush
Down this ***** as I cry in pain
I guess this willnever fade away

A bucket filled with tears
I wish those memories could blur
I tried to be sure
I guess those were in my dreams

I close my eyes
He still haunts my mind
His face so clear
Another place I fear

I cry every night
Everything seemed alright
Tears that put me to sleep
Will the cuts ever feel so deep?

Those happy days I had
Those friends no one has
Those joyous moments
No one can ever replace them

I'm confused, I don't care to worry
Unwanted memories are becoming blurry
The smile I always had on my face
Now only a frown is replaced

I cried
I'm tired
I want to be who I was before
Who everryone loved forever more

Sunsets is what I wake up to
Sunrise where I want to sleep
Cuts feeling so deep
Tears that put me to sleep

I cry every night
Everything seemed alright
Tears that put me to sleep
Will the cuts ever feel so deep?

We fell in love on the 6th of April
We did things together
Went to the park
Sang along to my favourite songs
Ate ice cream

You then cheated
You didn't tell me you were dating my friend
You betrayed me
I thought what we had was special

I cried
I didn't eat for days
I'm skinny
I'm ugly
I'm the girl you once loved
I'm not the girl I was before