I bled myself dry today, here on my floor.
I've watched the shadows dance from my ceiling, all the way through my door.

The same one you walked out from, and the same one you closed then.
The scene in my mind that plays over and over again.

I could hear the clock tick, but I'm still inanimate.
Down here Drowning in a puddle of memories and regret.

Though I do feel like it was self inflicted,
For my heart is binded and restricted.

A poison for pleasure, your kiss is criminal.
Blurring the line between lust and love, so subliminal.

To want and need you but yet to refuse and resist.
As the image of your face spray out of the gapping wound like mist.

But what am to do, stay within this crime?
Even if You chose to leave, without reason or rhyme?

No, I shouldn't. Like a storm it will past.
Weather it, for sure it won't last.

Find my feat again, she's not worth the tears.
Stand up again, and forget all my fears.

2 choices really; first lie here and die
Second is, patch your wings and fly.

the stars are shining bright, underneath this pale moonlight
2 bodies, still like a blanket of velvet sky

in this very confined space, all doubts and fears are erased
a moment bare with no despair

and the air that breathes within this sheet is shared
with 2 hearts beating, they both declare
to an unknown force that feels no remorse when it's no longer there.

in this moment, no shed of torment could ever compare
to a bond conjoined by fate. no lies, no hate no sadness too great,
could ever be faced by 2 but virtually one. and when all is said and done,
what remains is virtually, None.

the stars are shining bright, underneath this pale moonlight
2 bodies, still like a blanket of velvet sky

On a mid summer afternoon, on the rise of the full moon. 2 people in tuned so soon to an affair as long as a monsoon.

He holds her hand, she holds back. but holds back the feeling she fears. Because there was an endless river of tears once streaming down making things unclear

He thinks she's distant and not near. Her eyes glazed with unspoken words that he can hear. It echoes down his spine that tickled his mind, it said "what do I say or do to make sure she is mine?". He ponders they stop, she wonders what's up. He looks at her, she looks back. But this time she couldn't hold back, because the gravity between their lips and his hands on her hips are completely out of whack.. Suddenly a word sprung out with his breath, and this is what he said; "To be with you and to have you is all I ever need. And whenever I don't see you,  my weary heart trully bleeds. There's no need to fear what we've both conceived. Because it just feels right to believe, that with so many people in the world in need, you loved me..."

The darkness that confines me is where I find my peace. A black waterless ocean is where I feel at ease. Embrace me with all your sweet serenity, encase me for all of eternity.

don't sleep on it tonight my dear, let it linger 'till the sunshine's near
let it echo inside, the breath of my word.
let it cut your soul like a flaccid blunt sword.
for all that's gained is now lost,
to a sweet surrender that we both must,
abide and uphold.
a story untold, '
'till the dust settles down,
'till a frown turns upside down.  
'till the crows feather turns white,
and the world covered in eternal night.

"It's the little things that mean so much; your sweet whispers, your gentle touch. The sound of your voice that lingers, from within my soul, all the way to the tips of my fingers. When I was lost, searching for salvation, you came and rescued me from damnation. You made me believe again in second chances, I now only look your way, with no second glances. The chances we take and romances we face, the only person that could make my heart race. Beyond fate, or beyond destiny. You and I, are truly meant to be"