Exporting distortion
Because I’m not broken

Days running in
They’re carved

Imprinted
I starve.

Tainted relief
I feel free.

Each veil
Remaining beneath

Exporting Distortion
Because I’m not broken

Restoring
All the power
I grab.

Reinforcing
All the power I have

Paraphrased is my paradise
Pushed down

Clouds
Waiting to be found

Left in mass transition
Pondering in blurred positions

Paraphrased is my paradise
Pushed down

Celestial clouds
Waiting to be found

Distorting my vision
Bent through kaleidoscopes
Caught in between
Periods of hope

Monsters undisturbed
Rising souls
Meet those warped goals

Fire okay
It’s burning for today

I know where I been
Now I want to win

Old burdened moon
Falling too soon

Now I want you
To live with me too

Step into worlds
I didn’t choose

Monsters undisturbed
Don’t take me to church.
Because I have heard

Now you can see
What it means

Because I believe
Now.
I don’t have to grieve.

In an instant
I soar

I always wondered
What it was like
To explore

In an instant
I’m not human.
Like an object
I’m stored.

Clouds and glory
High rise to wealth

Down below.
I see myself.

Unlocking
What I can’t ignore
Do I want it?
My hand on the door

Like a game
Time running out
I refuse.
The ****** mosaic formed.

Like scars unsealed
To your forces
Maybe I should yield

Exporting distortion
Because I’m not broken

Days running in
They’re carved

Imprinted
I starve.

Tainted relief
I feel free.

Each veil
Remaining beneath

Exporting Distortion
Because I’m not broken

Restoring
All the power
I grab.

Reinforcing
All the power I have

Chronic high
Heating cool stairs
Pushing buttons to alarm sighs

Causing you to yearn
Causing me to learn

Chronic high
Heating cool stairs
Pushing buttons to move leg and arms
Shy

Abrasive winds on the follicles of an ear

Bursting chimes
Scrabbling nickels …dimes

You send messages
Twisting thoughts
Momentarily fined

You scribbled messages
I could read
This time
You defined

Demonstration takes me to the memory
Of blank pages
Floating with integrity

Bitterness trapped on the white of my teeth
So I swallow the words
And never blink

My words disappear on skin
Pushing them down
Allowing elevation to begin

Demonstration takes me to the memory
Of blank pages
Floating with integrity

Several written
And none read
History stabbed
Stories bled

Torn
Withdrawn
To except a fate
Waiting to be born
A prisoner of this state

Separating truth
I reveal the lies.
Bearing the leverage
I see the blind
I am asked.
To surrender my mind

Calming capitulation
Revolution reformed.
From the natural expression
Of dialectical form

Several written
And none read
History stabbed
Stories dead

Tabulation without results
Living here
I’m a part of cults

More than one
Not even two
Yes me.
Yes you.

I sometimes doubt
That we‘ll ever see
I sometimes doubt
If we could ever be

Like the electrons
Floating in empty space
We don’t even see
What’s right in front of our face?

Like neutrinos never erased
Sooner or later
By this hovering planet
We’ll be defaced

Tabulation without results
Living here
I’m a part of cults

More than one
Not even two
Yes me.
Yes you.

Capture the microcosm effect
Separation united
From the dangerous affect

We marched forward today
Our arms gliding over the globe

We were the ray
Of light
Shattering the creation of all aberration

We became the screams in middle birth
Then we transformed
We became the earth

We became energy
Lifting brains out of our skulls

Over the cosmos we swam
Like the fish in an open dam

We were night.
We were day.

Our arms gliding over the globe
We were the ray
Of light
Shattering the creation of all aberration

We walked with Lions.
Over the Hydrogen Sun

We walked with the sky.
Beating like the drums

We slid between the leaves
Killing nature
We became greed

We marched forward today
Our arms gliding over the globe
We were the ray
Of light
Shattering the creation of all aberration

We were born into truth
Me and You
Before we die
There is something we must do.

Corporation bosses
Tossing the lost
Into the fist of jaws

Concentrations flossing
The reparation of old glory
Muted and refuted

I’m not joining the band
Just because he said
Yes we can

Desperately nervous
When grasping the coherence
Of the wisdom eye

I feel a small presence
Revealing endeavors
Of a cautioned mind

After a long night
Repetition and circulation
Memories sublimed.

I listened to your voice your change
Intense and mysterious
Sad and strange

Evocation of the choice
Sometimes these words possess
The power to destroy

Minutes after
The hour nearly past
I wonder how long
How  long will this last?

Sawdust in my eyes
Awoken by breakfast smells
Should I even try?

Old quotations in my sky
I'm sitting
Wondering

Why?
I realize.
I must not lie.

Minutes after
The hour has passed.
I wonder how long this will last

It's wet.
The next stone
I must move on

Before I know it
It will be gone.

Stop staring
I’m defaced
When I find me
You’ll be replaced

Winter Vitamin D
Here’s happiness
I’ll never see

Ripped into a metropolis
Warmed in clothed greed
You shine their suits
You melt frozen streets

I’ll always find you
Always sadistic
Always shining through

He finds repression
Skinned naked
By depression
In ultimate digression

Healed by succession
Only cheated by obsession
Fooled by impression

In every session
He burns confession

Hated for his transgression
In ultimate digestion
He finds progression

He finds repression
Skinned naked
By depression
In ultimate digression

Cut by oppression
Cheated by misconception
Fooled by concession
He burns mental possession.

Behind my eyes
There’s a fierce intensity

I breathe a false air
I separate true destiny

The past and the future
Hearing the call finally

Within a realm of shattered proportions
I ask the walls to lie

They wrote a different story for me
Withdrawal, I would comply

Should I live?
Yes, someone says… selfishly

You’d claim emotions
I have always lost me

I walk around
With an enormous planet

It sits on top me
I’m drinking all the oceans
And all the seas

No connections to draw on
No protection to feed on

Wet and *****
In a rainy mélange

I drink my spirit
I swallow my soul
Because it’s synthetic
It’s not my own.

You tipped your imagery
Slowly unmasked

It took two days
Confused by the questions
You never asked

You know yourself
Even when rehearsed

In someone else
You’re always immersed

You feed on the weak
And flee the strong
You know what you do
Is morally wrong

Smooth were the words you spoke
Sentences tied like a rope
Velvet V, you’re such a joke.

To go away and mourn
Dynamic scorn

Feeling stuck
Trapped
For days

Getting the messages
Transmitted through outer space

The scientist tomorrow
The artist today

It doesn’t matter
Neither one
I can’t forsake.

Once in while
I’m taking a risk
I’m making the choice
I cannot fix.

Decimation and calculation
History, I wanted to cover
Cloaked, I’ll wait to discover

Rolling off the tongue
My words deterred.
I lived along a road
My thoughts disturbed.

Tabulation without results
Living here
I’m a part of cults

More than one
Not even two
Yes me.
Yes you.

I sometimes doubt
That we‘ll ever see
I sometimes doubt
If we could ever be

Like the electrons
Floating in empty space
We don’t even see
What’s right in front of our face?

Like neutrinos never erased
Sooner or later
By this hovering planet
We’ll be defaced

Tabulation without results
Living here
I’m a part of cults

More than one
Not even two
Yes me.
Yes you.

Capture the microcosm effect
Separation united
From the dangerous affect

Trapped in the obligating shift
That I captured in a glass bottle
Then threw off the cliff
The mischievous trip
Is wrapped with a gift
That controls fancy imagination
Written for us
Then destroyed for participation

A systematic disguise
That seeks to attract us
And then smack us
Like flies

One must understand:
I am not the source
But today, I surrendered.
I am the corpse.

Forever entangled
In every aspect
Of paper pampered baskets

Silicon words
Status dripping
From the print preserved.

Calling his name
He believes.
He is deserved.

Never disown hope
In the swallow of storms
Give up the recitation
Of all previous forms

I was an affirmation
Firm in someone’s grip
Hidden under doorways
Now I’m about slip

Reminders of destitution
Reaching for solutions

Running the prestidigitation
Trying to solve my situation

Never disown hope
In the swallow of storms
Give up the recitation
Of all previous forms

Give the revolution
Take your hands from the die.
I never give up.
One must see the sky
I captured the vision.
A new world inside my eye

Enter the clearing.

Two words are seared
On the petal of my rose

Thronged back to the thorns
As if they disappeared

Like degrees and pressure
There is proportion
When energy is measured

Smelling the beast of emotion
I enter the clearing
Slowing me down
Spaces in-between
The laws of motion

There’s dark force
Raging my skin
And invading my corpse

Damped by ****** moods
Immersed in holy hues

Arranged in the distance
Cruising the corners
In apprehensive missions

Returned to a stolen delivery
Matched to a coved misery

There’s a dark force
Raging my skin
And invading my corpse
I never let it in.

You take what I have.
Crossing tongues
Smashing bones
To create a path

Scorned and ******
To my death

Waves travel.
When you yell
I drink the potion.
Sipping …
Reciting the spell

Scorned and ******
To my death

You’ve taken what I have.
Crossing my tongues
Smashing my bones
You create the path.

Thoughts
Even when wrapped
And tightly capped

Between those eyes

I can obliterate
That crystal disguise

The method of prescription
Is not medicine

I see within.
The mental transcription

I’m sure it’s disabled .
Synapses relabeled

Never to slip into the dogmatic
I must speak to power.
I return to the Socratic.

I must encounter today.
In many moments
In many ways

Slithering under my shoes
Colors and hues for stories

Floating under my toes
I see my worries

The shelves crashing down
Destroying the stupid crown

Distracting myself from truth
When I ask questions
I already know the answer to

******-session
Counseling the repression

Of happiness on my surface
Now …
I know enough to know
I truly deserve it.

Today’s introversion
Of mental conversion
Is a dark demonstration
Because I see them
Drilling conversation

They aren’t here.
We burn candles
Because the lights are out
We disappear

Deep down
You asked
Who we are?
You run to us.
You know where to go
And how far

You cut our wrists
You push us off our throne.

Adorned with sorrow
You know who we are
For us …
There is no tomorrow.

With the rupturing of the body
And splitting of veins
I unleash pain
Wrapped in chains

I’ve taken each desperate pleasure
And wrapped in a beautiful measure

My skin destroyed by naïveté
Breaking my bones
And crippling my day

Inside my body is engaged
Poison on my wedding finger
My body ends the battle
Asking to be enraged

I cling to the temperature
Warmed by a vision
And cooled with a light

I lost every battle
Weakness and strength
Power and might

Almost drained by a perception
That my life is complete
Dripping with confession

Inside my body is engaged
Poison on my wedding finger
My body ends the battle
Asking to be enraged
  
With the rupturing of the body
And splitting of veins
I unleash pain
Wrapped in chains

A needle in my eye
Injecting my sight
Evading the light

I was graded in solitary youth
Molded by a truth

My tongue saturated
With a souring tease
My words backwards
They always bleed.

With a finite wire
With a touch that is dire.

I was graded in solitary youth.
I was molded by a truth.

I want to stop it now
My feet have always walked
A thousand miles

I listen for the placement
Of my different pretext

Biblical reruns
From temple and mass instruction
Encapsulated maps
Calculated construction

Don’t ever follow me
The time machine breaks

I never hear
I’m always deaf  
Never blind to fear

Tearing my shoes
Wanting and desiring
Everything used

I want to stop it now
My feet have walked
A thousand miles

Inside fleshly plumbing
We hear humming
The voices of birds
In rapture of peace
Living a short life
Just like you and me

Crummy digestion
We cry against the wall
Screeching sleep
We awake to hear a call

Shattering your life
With a blinking thought
All too soon
We both are caught

We run pass the windy greens
In a maze
Remembering all the dreams

Lost in a grainy storm
Our thoughts subside.
We are gone

Obeying the orders
Programming our cognition
On an assignment not our own
Drifting on a mission

Leave me to my thoughts
I sacrifice emotion
To ride on a ship
Her name is devotion

Torn boxes shadow my life
Knotting my disposition
Folded in meditation

I expose my condition
On the heads of many
I send a message
I try to give plenty

Branching to peace
Realizing the light
I ****** the energy.

Healthy explosions
Writings on the wall
Staring at myself
I suddenly hear the call.

Contradiction drums
Waiting and listening
I hear mellow hums

A warm piece of cake
****** in taste

I’ve described one or two
Everyday  
More than twice
Up all night

Always forever
I will see  
Maybe in R.E.M
Maybe in my sleep
Some of them are shallow
Some of them are deep

Contradiction drums
Waiting and listening
I hear mellow hums

Millions and billions I see
Many of them in the distance
Knowing there will be
Never enough in existence

I sweat deep warmth
In the grouchy storm
Because my body’s worn

In a cold dress
Captured
In a melting mess

Sized from ignorance
I peel labels
Torn through significance

I reveal the stress
But given this test
All the cut feathers
And opened chests
My instabilities
Cause me to digress

Medals are bestowed upon my frame
My attendance convinces me of the same

Rubber bands snap
I clap for myself
Rewarding my shelf

Green lit boxes tell me about progress
Who do you think are?
Red lit boxes?
Stop the squad car.

Catalysts become coupled
Into sweaty grains
All sounds are muffled

Pollution second handed me my life
I can’t breathe.
Bronchial ****** with a knife

Cold stairs inside of bricks
Breathing fire outside of sticks
You don’t like it when I look like this?
Different? Logical?

My face
Warm with blood
Filled with your majesty
Patient like a flood

Never the same
Bored by the ******
You orchestrated
My body maimed

Slamming at justice
Cherishing the gaveled
My life opened in envelopes
Sealing the unraveled

I address you correctly
In a bench of lies
You sit embarrassed
Everyone watching your eyes

A signed order
Sealed with my truth
Wrongly justified
Like a deafening light

Whispering from the fright
Crushing the gavel
Normalized contempt
Justice is now exempt.

This is the only place were I can recognize me
Maybe?
I look in the mirror and there.
You aren’t.
You are washed up and dry
Peaceful and without pride
Dying inside

My outside is what I see
Only physical in the light
-My insides-
“They desire me.”
Some people think we are one and the same.

I hear the person that I will be.
He calls my name…
Waiting for me to choose the paths…
I am a torn beast.
Unreconciled and sometimes dangerous
Waiting on myself and then moving quickly.
Desperate by nature

Is anyone there?
There is only me
The rules aren’t fair
Someone punches me.

I arrive here.
I look up.
Staring at the animal I see
Maybe it isn’t?

Surely
My insides spill out.
Vomiting my thoughts; releasing everything.

I look up.
There I am.

Lock the faces
With a look of shame
Drudges and spaces
Places of pain

I’m sorry you died
I never got to see you
I’m sorry you died
I never got to meet you

After long years
I’m caught with no response
Tripped by delusion
And trapped with confusion

Lock the faces
With a look of shame
Drudges and spaces
Places of pain

It doesn’t matter what I think
My head driven into water
I want memories to sink

My angel wings clipped
Forced into a participation
It was draconian experimentation

He is the wretched force
An intimidate inclination
He wants to find the source
Of ultimate liberation

Excess
Encapsulates the truth
When you express

All that is or isn’t me

Given to the broad and minimal
I understand it’s intentional.

I feel like going insane
Searching my pockets
For tickets to the bronze train

The tracks are nickel and steel
Your fingers plucking them out

The tangled and webbed
Struggling to be free
Excess
When you express
All that is and isn’t me.

I see versions of prosperity.
They pass my eyes.
Flashes of freedom
In disguise

My thoughts become liquid
Like a watery gloom

Filling it up
Pouring into the room

Then sweeping me away
Like a used broom.

I see versions of prosperity pass my eyes.
Flashes of freedom
In disguise

Stolen villages
And labored hands
Forgive my feet.
They walk the conquered lands.

Footprints impound my secrets
While writing my lyrics
Washing away my muse
Making them known to few

Drunken veins
Nervous brain
Because I’m of secrets
I‘ll hide
They’ll remain

Please ask a question
I want you to know
I am invisible
I didn’t grow

Ducked by mirrors
Reality begins to sear
The glass walls
Express my fear

Drunken veins
Nervous brain
Because I’m of secrets
I’ll hide
They’ll remain

I wait a minute
I want to sing
The internal bleed
External bells ring

Please ask a question
I want you to know
If I am invisible
I will not grow…

Some eerie dissonance
He always seems to reverence
Instead, I chose this presence.

Until now, I realize
The dangerous game he played

It took me until now.
The dangerous mistake I made.

Impregnated with uncertainty
Long overdue

Waiting on opportunity
My patience is subdued

Attempted abortions
With 4th trimester distortions
Stillbirth ensues

Screams inside the sirens
Struck with hospitalization
Bedridden doormen
Realization…

The time arrives
With labor pains
And liberation pangs

I cut the umbilical chains
Only a piece of me remains

I feel the guarantee
The time is now
I feel parturiency…

When I think of her
She inspires me to fight.
When I think of him
He inspires me to write.

Only when I think of them
Therein lies truth

Existing in small portions
Alive with no distortions

I misuse revival
When I discover them
I abuse survival

Overdone with zeal
I try to take control
They remind me
My hands are not real

When I put on the chains
I pull to them.
My rope hangs.

I dismantled.
Only a piece of me remains.

My method sentimental
Bold is my mood
Surely with light
I must improve

I throw my self into a haze
In a mythical daze
Of rhythmic cortexes
A phased phrase

I run for a day
With the dreams
I cast truths away

My method sentimental
Bold is my mood
Surely with light
I must improve

Everyone is sold
Under their control
Strangled by their goals

Running under shadows
Caught like ***** meadows

Crushed like a can.
Captured as they ran