I, such a selfish one letter word

I, speaking but never heard

I, broken heart and alone

I, cold to the bone

I, cannot be us or we

I, it can never be

I

If I had known
If I had only known this was the life
If I had only known I would regret
Then I would have prayed
I would have prayed so hard for my life to end
To cease my existance
But I did not know
It's too late for me
But never too late for you, my love
It's not too late to let go and be free
Don't be stupid, don't be like me
Go on
Let set yourself free
Like a flightless bird, but on a tree
Jump, run away
Darkness will come
But not the disaster

We fight until there's nothing left
We're like stuck in thorns, we've got nowhere to go
We can't go back, we can't come forward
I just want to go home

The love you offered hurt me so bad
You make me lose my mind
Makes me want to shoot you with a gun
But the tables have turned you've got the gun on your hands
You count down and it goes off with a bang
I know you had my death planned

Calling your name in the dark
Was my one chance to light a spark
But I could not
Why couldn't I?
Stuck in the bittersweet moment
Entangled in thorns
Because I swore to you before I was born
Born in flesh, returning to ashes
I come alive, but wither away
Wishing nothing but be able to stay
You keep on forgetting me
Forgetting the love you offered
Forgetting my face along with my name
When I come alive once again,
Nothing is the same
If I could relive those memories
Those memories we've been living forever
No punishment is as painful
No punishment is as terrifying
Than to look at your eyes, so beautiful
Knowing you don't remember
Could you light that final spark?
The spark that will put a smile to our faces
Not the empty one, where light forces to shine
But it could not give anything but a flicker
Then it dies
Along with your memories
The memories that you don't remember