EVEN AT TIMES WHEN I THINK OF HOW FRUSTATING YOU CAN MAKE, SOME HOW I STILL END UP SMILING!! EVEN WHEN I TRY AN CALL YOU AN "***" SOME HOW MY MIND DRIFTS AWAY TO HOW AWESOME IT FEELS TO HAVE SOME ONE WHO EVOKES SUCH EMOTION IN YOU!

SO BECAUSE I CANT EVEN CALL YOU AN *** WITHOUT SMILING, IVE DECIDED YOULL BE MY

               ASSMILE ;-)

I really missed you

If you were here i would first start at the roots, making my way through the strands of your hair, just to remind my hands where it all started.

Then i would make my way down to your ears, but my mouth would be mute because im up to my ears in unwritten words!! Rather i would let my heart speak andhopefully you could decipher its truest ache.

On your neck i would leave the kind of kisses only known by those who have lost their soulmates in war, yet still write that message in a bottle hoping by some miracle, the letter find its way to their lost love! the magic used to seal such a letter is true loves most sincere kiss!!

On your body my hands would explore like one blinded for the first time eager to learn brail, just to be able to cmmunicate with the help of my fingers, i would re-discover the contours of your body!! & With the excitement of one who is about to have their first kiss, my lips would explore the texture's of your skin.

My fingers again like an eager brail student would cool the soles of your feet, like one who's journey has been long yet only begun.

After all that i would embrace you! & like past african tribes who commmunicated with the universe through the beating of a drum and chanting! my breath would silently chant audible wordsto your ears, while my heart like the drum beat reaches out to yours!

But after all that i wouldnt DARE embrace your lips! That would be for you to choose to do as a response to me sharing my entire BEING with you~(@^_^@)~

I was born of Love
Live in love
Am love

Born of love
I've been a child born of the spirit of the wind,rays of sunshine,the song in birds and the boldness of an animal!

Although ones soul gets shaken once in a while by the aches and joys of this world the earth still carries us.

Introduced to this world as if you are a universe in yourself, glittering eyes of love...if these people adore me so much then there definitely something about me and my role in this world through these Gods I've come to know as Queen Lindiwe of love and laughter & King Modisane warrior of happiness and enlightenment!

Those who pass on, pass merely because those left behind don't know it yet but they stronger than they let themselves believe!
Prince and Princess of this kingdom carry in their essence, the spirit of fallen Gods that use to walk the earth in human form!

Your greatness shine through me your seed, flourishing everyday always know I have  in my essence and presence your spirit. Taking my strides with confidence that if anything were to happen to me on this earth we call home, I would be reunited with My fallen Gods.
So I take every step,jump,thought,run with the boldness of one always being in the presence of Kings and Queens never forgotten but rather embraced through LIFE & LIVING

How dare I even dream of you being any different!!?
Why should you! It only means being at the inception of what Humanity should be! Right?

How dare I let myself believe you had it in you to dare to be bold and different?! Ofcourse you would rather remain bliss in your ignorance and follow the mob! What does it matter how the next being would feel by your actions of intended ignorance!

How dare I perceive you have the ability to think for two! You and the rest of mankind? Definitely not! Your perception of the next human being emanates from the Ego,always selfish is the Ego in what it does,with absolutely no consideration for the next person!

DAMNT! How dare I let myself believe,the sparks I saw in your eyes led to a brief movie of  the deeper  innocence of a child who strives for curiosity,always wanting! Yearning! For an adventure into the unknown,because only in the unknown can curiosity constantly remain a phoenix,rising from the ashes to spread its wings to rather try an aerial view of this adventure that is curiosity!  


How dare I be so naïve! How could I think of you as one true to yourself,living in the miracle that is life?embracing each moment as if your last? Never you! Those driven by selfishness never quite indulge in life's momentous treats,because of the
constant focus on what the mental analysis  of the now is,  which robs them of the moment right now!

How dare I put my expectations of Humanity on you! Of human values! Who cares about "doing unto other as you would like done unto you" def Not you! Why when happiness for you is like plucking out the thorns of a hedgehog alive only to try use one as a THOOTHPICK!
But why care anyway! The Ego can always rock you to sleep. After all, how could you have been in Bliss ignorance without her back up and cheering all the way