I walked, my feet on air and purposeful
the outlook, heavy rain, and I'd been misunderstood
tears stained my cheeks, I couldn't stop the flow
all seemed lost in argument, I didn't want to go.

So I walk, my mind buzzing with words unspoken
ringing in my ears, promises I thought were broken
everything unclear and totally confused
finding a solution, as my temper fumed.

Treading steps in darkness, not knowing where to go
fusing words together, and piecing what I know
a future ****** by actions in a fit of peak
searching through the remnants left me feeling weak.

I turned, and started walking back
feeling much calmer after searching through the facts
loving someone else much more than yourself
can be consequentially detrimental to your health.

My walk, the air cleared away the pain
my subsiding temper had dried up all the rain
losing what we'd worked for was a heavy price to pay
my therapeutic walk was designed to find my way.

I walked, my feet on air and purposeful
seeing much more clearly now, we both misunderstood
dried my tears realised that both of us were wrong
my footsteps quickened, as I knew where I belonged.

I'm a ***** so a ***** what i gotta be, better yet a ***** what I'm supposed to be, **** you my *****, he my *****, she my *****, if you my ***** then ***** get down on your knees, and farm for free for me, I want whips and chains on you and not in a ****** steez, I ain't askin but, ***** please, you white and you my *****, *****,  but he's white and he ain't a ***** cuz he ain't my *****, so ***** what you mean, do you know the term, how it demeans and what it brings, the meaning and how it stings, that's my *****, so how much will you pay for this ******, this ****** here, or that ***** there, when its not said in a room full of ******, the *****, *****, ***** word brings chills that creep and crawl down your spine, will have a room full of white folk feeling uneasy and a little bit queazy, is that my ***** there? Your my ***** so ***** come here, I love all you ******, that term used to bring ****** shackled up into external and internal fear

Shadows front and back,
I'm scared for the one in back,
The one in back is black and might attack,
In the front, my shadows twice as dim
Unfortunately that's the shadow that will attack and sin
The dark shadow is to set all goals lateral
But the path in which they follow,
Is often dark, jaded and foul
While the dim shadow stays on track while in constant lateral travel
In the end both sides out there soul up as collateral

Three
people  in
this  void, all
will  be  annoyed,
one  is  in  the  dark,
two  hold  secrets  that
are  cold,  three  will  be  in
pieces,  one  wears  a
blind fold, two have
been cheating,
all    parties
have been
sold.

Wake up, hello,
wake up, hello,
wake up, hello,
Shaped are the pale clouds that billow
In my lucid dreams, blue, orange, pink and bright yellow
Now and later I dream of snicker wrappers sticking to my pillow
Purple trees surrounding me
Laffy taffy toes when I see my feet and I laugh and giggle
Paranoid in my sleep
I just ate my baby nieces skittles
And my little sisters cereal
With goose pimples and spiders tingling up and down my skin
My brain is pulsing harder
No, no, don't let those cats get in
Because Dolce ate my shrimps, and Gucci ate my cake.... Joe
Put the bag down Jake!
Like I'm Alonzo on a sugar high from all the skittles
When I stop dreaming fluffy cat, pink, and bright yellow pillows
I need to slow it down with the herbs I bought shopping for medicinal

Man today just ain't my day
The skies are grey as my nikes is
I feel so much pressure
But nothing like Mike did
I just don't know what to do
To be free like birds of the sea
Tuna or a blue bird
I just want to be free
Free from all reality
Pressure like when the Levis broke
Head North for the winter time
For its always cold here to me