i think of you at night
or when a new crush comes into my life
i think of your smile shining bright
you always wanted to escape and explore wildlife

you eyes pierce through me
locking me in a gaze
you are so carefree
but loving you is like trying to figure out how to escape a maze

you said i love you
and maybe that was a mistake
because you didn’t mean it
and now my heart aches

i know there are plenty of fish in the sea
but i can’t help but wonder what we could be

I wish I had a hobby or passion
Something like painting or singing
But no my hobby is staring in the mirror
Crying at my reflection and scarring

Dancing in the mist,
Cotton candy fills the sky,
Waterfalls filling my ears,
Then the dancing stops,
Cotton candy turns into a dark sky,
Waterfalls stop flowing,
And the loneliness and thoughts flow inside me.

I can’t recall the last time someone asked me if I was ok. Correction: My bad, I do, but that one person who asked me everyday doesn’t talk to me anymore.

I told you I liked you and we kissed,
Two days later you said everything is awkward,
Then one week goes by and you said you regret saying that,
We dated for a month,
Physical things escalated,
Then one week later you broke up with me because you wanted to be friends,
I'm not giving you anymore chances.

You told me to write letters to you,
If I did I wouldn't know what to say correctly,
I couldn't say I miss you,
You're on my mind,
I love you,
If I said those things you would stop talking to me,
I don't want you to stop because talking to you makes my day.

You went to camp,
A great time to focus on other people,
I got over you,
Then I had a dream of you,
You said you missed me,
Now I'm at stage one.