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Keely Anne May 2013
it takes some people

forty years

two kids

a mortgage

and a divorce

to learn that, sometimes, love doesn't mean a **** thing.

lucky me.

it only took me one you.
5/20/13
Keely Anne May 2013
i am afraid to see you,
because i am afraid you will covet parts of me
that i have cultivated on my own.

the color yellow,
regina spektor and ukeleles, blazers and old dogs.
pieces of you embedded in me.

yours.

but mine are sunny days, and glittery pop music
the way i drive my green car too fast
and my red lipstick

my habit of singing reckless harmonies
to the songs on the radio
going away to college and dyeing all my hair pink.

mine.

i don't want to see you.
because harmonizing with you means losing something that i found on my own, and leaving my red lipstick on your face--and we both know it will come to that-- will only leave my lips pale and wan and you telling me to slow down means that i will never drive alone again and whether you tell me that i should or should not dye my hair and run away i will do the opposite just to spite you and not for the happiness that is finally mine.

and *******, you do not get to galavant back into my life with your
"Happy birthday! <3"
and your
"I'll be in town this weekend, can I see you?"
and run my life again with your manipulative *******
that i learned to absorb into my bloodstream,
or spit back into your face
because i had to get rid of you

i don't want you to know what my new favorite book is.
or about that one movie that i've watched of my own accord more than once
or the song that makes me cry about the future because these things are mine. I do not belong to you anymore and I will never belong to you again so long as my heart is my own and if i have to give up seeing you forever to make that so, then so be it.
5/7/13
sloppy word ***** about a person i know.
Keely Anne Apr 2013
Wandering mazily in an autumn afternoon,
I in the sunlight and he in the shade,
We met by chance,
Somewhere between sun and geography.

I could tell he had something to say,
A song of despair to sing me,
But my Spanish is sadly limited
And his words revolved around me,
Never colliding with my comprehension.

So we did not speak
Except for sighing
Unuttered words suspended heavily
In a green Santiago sky

It is unlikely I would have understood, anyway
The words from his aging lips
No more than fever understands why it burns.

But mis ojos found his,
Civil war of his head,
Exile of his heart,
And I knew.

Without knowing how
Or when
Or from where
Or even what it was I knew.

But I knew.
Yo sé.
And I understood.
Yo conozco.
And we walked.
4/10/13
I wrote this as an assignment for my English class. We read the poem "Taking off Emily Dickinson's Clothes" by Billy Collins (which is absolutely lovely, if you haven't read it) and were told to compose our own work in which we get to know a poet. This is my ode to Pablo Neruda and how badly I wish I were fluent in Spanish so that I could understand his work as it is meant to be understood instead of  relying on the English translations.
Keely Anne Mar 2013
tonight i have a broken heart and i will deal with it as best i can
i should deal with the essay i have left to write
but i have until midnight tomorrow
i should do my dealing with a cup of tea, but my mother is asleep and the tea kettle would whistle her awake
i have homework and responsibility but tonight  i have a broken heart and i will deal with it as best i can
i have half a candy bar and volumes of bob dylan and tonight i deal with my broken heart
and if you call i will not answer.
and if you call i will not answer.
1/31/13
Keely Anne Mar 2013
i wish playing ukelele didn't remind me of you
i wish the beach didn't remind me of you
i wish fireworks didn't remind me of you
i wish you didn't wear that one cologne that everyone wears because it reminds me of you and i smell you in every wannabe prepster boy that passes me on his way to the pencil sharpener
i wish other girls didn't remind me of you because you're always talking to them but not me
i wish holst suites didn't remind me of you, particularly the first
i wish sunrises didn't remind me of you
i wish late nights didn't make me think of you
i wish the ghost of your skin didn't haunt this entire town
until i am seeing tessellations of your silhouette in the brick walls you pressed me against
i wish i weren't afraid to call you
i wish you'd call me first
i wish that song didn't remind me of you
and by that song i mean that entire folder of songs on my computer,
the one entitled whatever because that is all you were supposed to mean to me
but now, you are more, more than a whatever
and whatever did i have to dream of before i kissed you?
i wish i could sleep
but the morning reminds me of how i'll never wake up next to you
3/1/13
Keely Anne Feb 2013
why are you afraid?
are you scared to find my broken parts
scared to ***** your jealous fingers on my jagged face

are you running away from the damage you've done
are you afraid to face what you've done to me?
too frightened to see how thouroughly you've shattered me?

or are you afraid i'll break you in return?

you cannot trace the path of your destruction without falling
and i will not stop running to help you up
2/25/13

I think I'm finally done writing poetry for you.
Keely Anne Feb 2013
if you knew
                     how much
i loved you it
                     would
never          
                     be
a question.
i promise
i could be
                     enough
for you.
2/6/13
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