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kebcontoso Mar 2015
Some people loves to see you in the dark
While drowning to your mistakes
Starving to death
Regretting all the choices you made
And choking on all the things you loose
Someone always trying to be better than you could
Without knowing what it should

Yes, you are, you the one reading this
Look yourself in the mirror
Save yourself from your own horror
Fix all your *****
Be selfish with your flaws
Some people are better than you
And they are not putting any ***** on you, so don't you
742 · Jul 2015
To My Future Wife...
kebcontoso Jul 2015
I will go anywhere, everywhere with you
We will dance on every beat you want
We will ride above the waves on every beaches
We will climb every summit of any mountain
We will sleep under every star above
We will walk on every street of different countries
We will play any games you like
And I am willing to pretend to be a loser
We will cook and eat anything we want
I will eat anything you baked
We will make anything from scratch
I will do the woodworking and you will do the girly stuffs
We will work as one together
I will listen to all the stories you have
On every movie character
And all the things you are dreaming of
I will carry you around the house
Throw you in bed, and give tight hugs
I’ll wipe all your tears
Listen to your problems
Listen through whatever ***** happened in your office
Give you chocolates and ice cream as a reward
I will try not to stop doing what we had on our wedding day
And I will be with you till my last breath
I will still love to go everywhere with you
Even my knees are already aching
Please be patient for I walk slow
I will still love to dance with you
Please be patient for I am left-legged on both
I will still love to eat every food you cook
Even if my tongue starts to taste awful
I will still love to listen to all your stories
To all the TV dramas and every book you read
Just be patient if I asked you to repeat it again
Soon I will got problems with my hearing and memory
Sorry if I cannot fix the broken fences anymore
And sorry if I cannot able to carry you around the house once more
All I can do is to not stop loving you
Like the day I met you
Soon, we can’t do anymore what we had to do before
But my heart won’t stop loving you like the way it does before
562 · Mar 2015
Summer Farewell
kebcontoso Mar 2015
Those waves are crashing
Kissing and cuddling the shore
Sitting in the sand while dreaming
Making things better than before

Calling out your name
Wishing you still feel the same
Let’s embrace the flame
Hoping this summer will never end

The sun says goodbye
It’s already dark outside
Come, pass me the light
Let’s gather around the fire

Calling out your name
Looking on the rain
Standing on the straight lane
Missing my last summer and it ends
Summer
443 · Jul 2015
Hello, Good Morning!
kebcontoso Jul 2015
The night is empty
My mind got lazy
I've tried to sleep
And my heartbeat skips
It hurts you a while
But it will not be forever
I picked up my headphones
To the tune of my favorite songs
I get my pen
Not the knife
Telling myself
Why and why not
Then I write this one
I make it up my mind
If the sun comes down
The moon gives shine
If the moon got blurs
The sun will give you warmed hugs
It is a never ending goodbye
It is a forever "Hello, Good Morning!"
396 · Jun 2015
Lovely Nightmares
kebcontoso Jun 2015
I've been living in nightmares all my life
Not just about dreaming of scary ****
Not another dream that someone taking my breath
But when the time tells me that it will be the last

The night that everything works right
The touch and stares that awaken my soul
I still remember those words comes out from her mouth
That feeds my hungy heart and broke the wall

It was all wrong but it feels so right
All I want is to bring that night
When lies was truth and sins was white
And all the feelings was honest and right

That was the best nightmares I've ever had
Its hard to woke up cause I just dont want
I rather be living in the dark than waking up without you on my side
Because it will be the saddest sunrise of my life
302 · Jun 2015
Untitled
kebcontoso Jun 2015
Tick-tock
I saw the big clock
Singing about song of goodbye
Running every second of your life

Seconds of wrong decision
Minutes of breathlessness
Hours of Sorrow
Forever regrets

The clock don't stop running
It will end as it will
You can't act as your fine
You are running out of time

But on every end
It will starts a new revolution
Not just to start something new
But another chance to make it up and be with you
A collection of random thoughts and emotions

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