I realize I been living in a world of lies, deep emotions so bad I can hardly control. I look around and see happy faces but deep down inside the depths of their souls they are sad tourmented by the darkness that dieing to come into the light. My mind is roaming all over searching for the truth searching for what seems impossible to figure out. When I finally come to a conclusion that the truth is not in my thoughts,not in what other people think but in what god thinks. Once I seek out what he know ,then I know his thoughts are true.