My soul reflected in your eyes
I wonder if you feel my surprise
At finding someone so much like me
Someone with whom I can truly be
Not having to hide behind a facade
The things others find a little odd
What I was made to see as flaws
You look upon with awe
And where they would run away
I hear you asking to stay
Scared to hope that it could be true
I find myself with faith in you
But in trusting you with my heart
I've no idea where to start
And the way you make me feel
Is something that I never knew was real
I know that I could fall for you
And Im unsure of what to say or do
Before you, my life was dark and bleak
Every time I hear your voice, my knees go weak
I'm trying not to be frightened of it breaking
Cause my heart is yours for the taking

I'm dreaming of you
And waiting for the day
Though I'm not sure what to do
Or even what to say

I'm wishing for the time
And the perfect place
To look into your eyes
And see the smile upon your face

I'm hoping for the chance
And for the stars to align
So that I can ask you for a dance
And maybe to be mine

Ever wonder, when life gets strange,
If there was a possibility for change?
What if we could alter our life plan,
Go back and do things over again?
Would things still turn out the same,
With only a different journey along the way/
What if I hadn't moved when I did?
Would I still have married and had a kid?
Or would I be better off now,
Never contemplating how?
Would I sacrifice the love
Sent here by God above,
So I wouldn't know the pain?
Then would I proceed to live my life in vain?
what if Timothy hadn't died?
And I had never cried?
Would I realize how lucky I am
Just to be able to hold his hand?
Can we remember that life is a prize
That, one day, we will all recognize,
And, hopefully, will come to cherish
Before the day that we all perish.

Voice cracking
Fighting the tears
Yelling and screaming
Never ending
No laughter
No happiness
Heart breaking
Can't keep going
Constantly bending
Trying not to snap
Always more
Never ceasing
Tension and Stress
Still shouting
No love
Just anger
Resentment
Bitterness
I quit

My world shattered
How can he be gone?
Never coming back
How can I move on?

My heart broken
What do I do?
Pieces falling down
What about you?

My soul destroyed
Why Timothy?
Tears pouring out
Why not me?