foolish movies and TV shows showed the kids
portrayed as nerds, geeks, the ones whom got their work done
staring at the gorgeous and skinny girl
who had too many friends to name or count

i
am that character who everyone secretly feels sorry for

i am that character who has the loving eyes for one who doesnt pay attention to anyone without chanel tattooed on the palm of their hand

i called the movies and TV shows foolish

but maybe im the fool

for being brainwashed into thinking i could be good enough for you

i dont want to be alike to a married couple

i dont want to fight every night

and only have the reassurance that this will happen again,

even after we have joined together in holy matrimony

even after i bought this dress just for you to enjoy me in

and even after you made me pick the flowers

even after you've always been the one to walk up to me with flowers clenched in both of your hands