Why does it hurt so much to care?
Life seems to be so unfair.
While you’re off forgetting about me,
I try to hold in my tears so you won’t see
How upset I am when you’re not around,
But I keep myself quiet and I don’t make a sound.
You seem so happy, likes nothing’s ever wrong,
But I sit by my phone waiting for far too long.
I often wonder why I put up with all this pain.
But when I see you my heart goes insane.
It’s got to be those cool blue eyes,
That can’t see behind my face that lies.
I’m so happy when I’m in your arms,
But in the back of my mind there’s the sound of alarms,
warning me that when you’re gone,
Everything will seem like a dream that lasted too long.
I wish you felt the pain I feel.
Maybe you would try not to steal,
My heart as often as you do,
Since you throw it away when I’m not with you.
I wish I could let go and leave,
But I seem to wear my heart on my sleeve.
This little inch of my heart is slowly dying,
While I sit in bed every night crying.
Because that’s how much I care for you.
I wish you would let your heart give in too.

Why do I feel like I made a mistake?
All this pain is too much to take.
Thought everything would be better without you,
Always trying to tell me what to do.
All the times we’d argue and fight,
Just wanted to scream with all my might.
All the times weren’t together,
Seemed like I was losing you forever.
Now that I finally set you free,
I have to wonder, was it right for me?
Do I still love you like I did before?
Why did I have to go shut that door?
Maybe we could have worked it through.
Was I afraid to be with you?
Or was it that I couldn’t control,
All these emotions that were trying to show?
So much love I’ve never knew.
Why did I have to fall for you?
Some much time we spend with fret,
But I can’t make myself regret.
I sit here wondering if it was meant to be.
Guess I’ll never know, but I loved you, baby.

Sunburned again.
When will the pain end.
It’s burning.
I’m learning
I shouldn’t have been out that long.
Maybe it was wrong.
Ouch!
I should  have stayed on the couch
With the AC on all day.
“It’s not healthy” they say.
Well it’s better then roasting alive!
Oh how much I despise
the stupid sun
Am I the only one
Who wishes it wasn’t so hot?
Now I have to deal with the pain I got.

I love the way you hold me,
Your arms around me tight;
The whisper in my ear,
That make everything alright.

The way you listen to me,
Every single thing I say;
The way your eyes make me melt,
Like a popsicle on a hot summers day.

I love the feeling of your lips,
Gently placed on mine;
I love this feeling of warmth you give me,
I love the way you shine.

I love spending countless hours,
laughing along with you;
I hate to fight and argue,
Over stupid things, it’s true

I want to be yours forever,
With you everyday;
Spending countless hours,
Saying the words we love to say.

‘I love you’