The wind blew harmfully, cutting my face like glass.
I hope this feeling doesn't last
Because my gut hurts, desperate for one last breath
Won't you please say hello to the pain that is filling your head right about now?
I think its safe to say that all my hopes and dreams have died away.
Her beauty was beyond the sky
But even beauty tends to die
And yes
I'm crying inside and out
So many words I want to sought
But you cant love like I do
My body quivers and shakes
I hope I'm truly awake
Because only the best dreams are fake
And yes it hurts

As the darkness takes her whole,
She feels her body apart her soul.
Falling long and far, she reaches out to touch a star,
As whispers float around her ear;
They tell her, her home is near.

Touch my skin it will tear,
take my heart and we can share.
Kiss my lips they will quiver,
hug me darling make me shiver.
Be the boy I can't be without,
be the word i hate to speak about.
Grab my hand squeeze it tight,
Take me home be mine tonight.

This life is often so very trite
I might just end it all tonight.
A feeling so often felt within a heart that stopped beating a very long time ago.
So-
I ask myself, if it is worth it?
Life alone?
Cold lips; never missed.
Or will I be?
Maybe so,
But even though,
Is it really worth it?
silence in a seat, weep, weep, weep
I will until I'm all alone, locked away within a home.
Among these walls, bricks and wishes to be free, for just a day.
Might I may-
Say-
I don't belong.

Down, down, down the deep,
As i cry and weep.
But nothing could mend this,
Heart, that beats so old and weary.

The knife, a dreadful sharp,
Creeps into my lonesome heart.

Pretty little girl as the sun dies down,
why were those lips cursed with a frown?

Her heart was once an ocean to give,
But her life was one that wasn't quite lived.

Love doesn't age nor is it confined in a cage
It's beautiful and free
It's everything you could hope it to be
Because my love for you is real
Just as every other thing you make me feel
And if you took your life tonight
I would wish you the sweetest dreams,
My dark prince.
And I would never feel my heart beat again
Only as it breaks.

Sad little girl lying alone,
In a broken lonely home.
Her scars have faded but the thoughts still sting.
And she whishes the words would die and fly away.
she talks to her friends, that live in her head, eating their lies as she slowly dies.

The snow falls uneven and
the leafs just blow away.
Things aren't as beautiful when you're gone.

And so she cried, day by day
And needless to say
It never went away.
And now her heart beats sick and sore
As she bleeds out on the floor.
Oh crimson blood, I love how you flow,
Ever, ever, ever so slow.

Silly boys like ***** girls, and that's how babies are made.

Demons like to play pretend,
Seven, eight, nine, ten.
The lights go off again,
Will this madness ever end?

He asked me again, and still my answer was, "yes". Then he looked at me as if he was unsure if i were truly telling him the truth, and then asked me again. Still my answer was the same, "yes, i want to die".

"Knowing deep inside that some ghosts are too cruel to question."

-Laura Wiess

It hurts to feel,
Even the happiest of things.
A heart bound to break,
life controlled by ache.
Words replaced with guilt,
Secrets told only out of lies.
Kissed by torment,
Felt by mourn.

Why?
Does it hurt to feel?

Gloomy weather so I steal your sweater,
And we would hold each other all night as you embrace me tight.
As we gaze into the emptiness and forget the past,
You take my hand and whisper words so sweet.
Always and forever.

Cold fingers and ***** nails,
You could scream if all else fails
Shy boys and lost girls
Scream to make a silent noise

Flowers grow like people lie.
Rapidly.
So very often I must admit.

Go outside at midnight
When the world is dead
But the stars shine bright
Lose yourself amongst the moonlight
When the world is dead; Not a soul in sight
Find hope in the sky
As you and I lie in the night
All is right
But only when its midnight
Whisper temptation and passion onto me
While we lie together in the depth of night
All is right
But only in the moonlight
Far from fear and misery that once beckoned
I know now that dreams come true
Because I once dreamed for you
In the midnight
Death finds love to tear apart
But the dark sky is a beautiful piece of art
If you look into the moonlight
Tears fall down and the moon looses herself just as you and I
Into each other
No one, no other
So many things happen when its midnight

Beneath the most poisoned ground
Her body rots safe and sound
No crows to pick out her sewn up eyes
No professed lovers scornful lies
And although her heart is dyiny
She hears the breaking sting, she feels the aching sore
"May I hold your manic heart,
Before you destroy yourself and tear it apart, anything that belongs to you is greatly loved by me, deeply and true", And then she kissed you.
You gave everything willingly
And when you closed your heart inside her chest, she never felt so idolized by a man
And so she fell deeply in love with the dark eyes and cold hands that belonged to hers truly

Years went by and her love grew stronger, but the love was unrequited and you left in the night..
No more dark brown eyes.
Instead of running she fell into her grave
Because-
When the Seas surround a single lost lovers tear, the lover themselve is lost forever in a sea of grief and forlorn antiquity

My mind is quiet as I creep through the hall.
It speaks behind me
I slip and fall.
It's grabs my feet and drags me below,
****, dying feels good.

Hush little baby don't you cry,
Daddy left you with no goodbye;
Thrown about as you cry and shout
You beg and cry and bleed even more,
As he furiousley throws you into the door;
Next is his bed were all your memories were made,
Where he left you to rot and fade;
You hurt so bad deep down within,
But darling his acts were not your sin.

Eerie minded little girl,
Oh-
How she loves to forget.
To lose herself amongst her ponders,
Her mysterious lonley wonders.
Beautiful daydreams,
Black and white horror scenes.
Ailing wants for what she will never have.
A grin that hides at the corner of her lips-
Blood stains her tiny finger tips-
She see's the beauty behind what she's doing.

They scream to thank her.
They die to show her-
There's beauty hiding within the corners of death; though not many people can see those costly beauty's.

Awaiting deaths knock to call at my door,
Often I wonder what I was put here for;
I feel the journey will be long and dark,
But death means nothing when you have no heart.

Flowers grow with water
And people grow with hate.
Bones shed flash right after death and misery has no conscience.
Eyes open doors to hearts that eventually just fall apart.

You want me to hurt
Because I can feel it when you touch me
And I will gladly take your pain and run
Past the moon and beyond the sun
And burn it all away
So it doesn't come back another day
Because you are every other thought on my mind.

Swollen eyes
As she flies
Off
To a better land
Black skies
Cursed
With your lips
And his sweet lies
Maybe this is not a better land
Her skin
So torpid
Cries for another
To have and to hold
But not forever
Just for now

I am a sleepless poet
Who dreams of dead flowers and bane
Take my hand
For I can show you the truest pain

I slowly fall into an absence,
And feel, for once happy.
A happy that comes from me knowing I am now allowed to not feel anything. And yet this feeling is a feeling that I don't really feel. But its there, even though its not really there.

I need a bump and a bottle of clear to make this ******* headache go away
Growing up ***** like they say
And you just ran away
I need a cigarette because my lungs hurt
Pity and sorrow won't stop tomorrow
But the coke sinks down and I slowly downed in self pity and disgust,
I can't ******* feel my legs
I guess I forgot to take my meds,
And soon tomorrow I'll be high and I'll forget to kiss the world goodbye,
I will fall into a world only I will understand,  
Maybe it's the blow
Right now I really don't know
But the world is different and your voice is a melody
Please sing to me
And this feeling is nothing else than what I can barely seem to remember,
And in this moment I figured out what I am,
Im sicker than a ******* lie time ticks by so I slowly die, in a society that smells like ****.

The words leak out of my vains and drain me completely, but I still stand, I still stand; barley but I still stand...

Close your eyes and count to ten,
As his fingers trace down your skin.
Bruising and biting feel nice when you're high,
So you sit quietly and listen to the wasteful time tick by.
You're honesty just a *****, and I honestly couldn't ask for too much more.
As he slides and feels more of your skin,
So many feelings where do you begin?
He-
So soft to touch and tempting to feel, yet its not enough.
I need more than a kiss in the wind
I need a life time to spend-
With you, and only you.
I may just be a *****
But darling you could honesty not want anything more.
I'm full of feeling you don't dare deny,
So I lay quietly as the wasteful time ticks by.

"Is this a dream?" He asked. Jokingly I replied, "yes" and continued to nibble and kiss his chest seductively. He looked at me from a sad mans perspective, so I bit his neck. His body pressed into mine and I quivered a little more, shaking off the pleasure until the perfect ******; Later. He began to whisper his desires onto me like some crazy soul would. Every inch of me he insisted to have, every lick, every bite ever ******; he released onto my ears. Were these words true? Or just lustful desires? Either way I wanted him, craved him in ways to badly to deny. Our skin connected at some point but our minds; To far apart to realize when. All together we slid into each other. Every inch of him was mine, as I was his.