i flew
you didnt like that
you are sitting with your cat
but guess what sweetheart
i still have a heart
after all
while your at a bar hitting the eight ball
so i am happy
but at least im not ******
i have grown  
and i am sitting on my own thrown
im happy
dont ever ruin it
and its honestly lit
so thank you for making me happy

Depressed little child
you were never wild
Why are you not styled
You can't run a mile
Why music
You  are so basic
You cry all night
You are barely in sight
All you listen to is nightcore
It's such bore
You don't give a care in the world
You look so curled
Don't you ever get bored
You don't even bother to go to the basketball court
How do you live your life
You are never in the day life
You can't leave without saying goodbye
You have not thought of the people that would cry
If you take this last breathe
And this is not a test
Just lay down and rest
There will be a whole crest
Left in life
There would be a crisis
Is this how you want your life to end
What would you send
Your life
With one last cry
Do you just want a thought
Of your memory
In the world
Why are you always so curled
Go outside
And enjoy the real world
Don't be curled
Up in the house
You are quite as a mouse
You never make a noise
You   never played with toys
So be true to yourself
Depressed little child

i would rather try
but i just go high
you make me wanna die
but i never reply
you are now on the football team
i would rather scream
than be mean
we are only teens
i wold rather follow routines
your with the eagles
while i would rather play with machine gun
but its only about what she sees
but you don't care about me
i would rather be free
but i love the sea
but i wanna go back to tennessee
but you disagree
so go play football football and forget about me

be a flirt
when i am in my ballet skirt
i would rather die
but you were born in July
you barely care
people say we make the perfect pair
but i would rather dance
and go to France
but here i am  
but i would be ******
if i wasn't looking after you
i would rather get  through
a few steps first
like i rehearsed
but yet you are always in my way
i just wanna get the spot in the play
but your a toddler
and i'm so modern
but yet your still a flirt
and you just want dessert
i still wanna dance
and go to france

cry
lie
straight to my face
i cry stream of tears
but i have to face my fears
its been years
and you just  disappeared
my stream of tears
stopped l
so i shopped
till i could drop
and i came on top
so thank you
for creating a new
me
and my stream of tears
it reminds me to face my fears

everywhere i turn their you are with her
everybody tells me "walk away"
nobody loves you more
but their i am    
just crying in the room
i missed our talks
when we walked
everybody tells me"walk away"
but i wanna stay
could of been a dream
you just floated away
like you were in a stream
how could you be a lie
so i would not have to cry
every time i try
i just lie
that's why i'm fine
when will it be my time
my time or a lie

I was a child
You left before I met you
People always told me to smile
I was never through
Growing up
How could you ever breakup
I was three
How could you leave me
Was I not good enough for you
Or was your other family enough to fall through
I had to grow up with someone that wasn’t you
I was a child
And I still hate you
But who knew
Because I talk like I still love you
And I hope your new family is true