Suffocating,
Spineless,
Can't escape,
Memories flooding,
Powerless,
The emptiness taking over,
Bitter end.

Cold
So lonely
I'm lost
But never alone

Hands grip my body
Keeping me in
But I'm not safe
Afraid to blink

The lust will wait,
The time's not due,
I'm not there yet,
Not ready for you,
Your charm,
Your words,
Took me by surprise,
Please don't fret,
It's only wise.

You made me *****,
Feeling so abused,
Something stolen,
Something used,
Damaged youth,
Damaged pride.

Eye lids flutter,
Mind spinning round,
Memories floating by,
Tears falling down,
Spinning spinning,
Falling,
On the floor,
Out

Everyday more ashes,
As I am walking by,
A piece of me falling down,
Down, down hitting the ground.

Behind me, I leave a pile,
Your love following me around,
Why can't I get rid of what you've done,
Without losing every piece of myself?

I continue walking,
Leaving a trail,
The ashes of my memories,
Behind me, but always following.