I've never felt so lost,
I've never felt so empty
Nothing can find me,
Nothing can fill me.

I stand here cold,
Frozen to my feelings
Numb to everything around me
Senseless to what is.

I hope to be found
So I can find me
I hope to heal
So I can be released.

Nothing is the same
Seeking the norm,
But finding what is lost
Is like trying to find the light

Never had I ever seen
Your eyes shine so bright
The way they did
As you stared into the night sky

It wasn't a reflection of the stars
But a reflection of your love
Your love for the stars
For the universe

Your eyes embody life
A life that is as endless as the sky
They embody peace
The peace you believe our world should be

Your eyes are majestic
Captivating nature as it crosses
They hold so much magic
That makes me feel alive

Your eyes are blue haven
Where I look to for safety
They see so much
More than I can ever see

Your eyes shine so bright, all the time
They are the stars; I made a wish
Your eyes are the universe
Endless magic

Words are tossed
Misinterpreted phrases
Hidden messages
Double standards

Meaningful, meaningless words
Tangled in your thoughts
A battle often lost
Of words unspoken

Words. Full of promises, goodbyes, lies
Hurting, healing, loving
Read between the lines
What does that mean

These letters, create words
Words create letters
Letters are exchanged,
Words are interpreted

How, why?
What does this mean
What is this defined
Hope, fear, hate, love

The day you entered Heaven
My heart cracked
Tears shed.
My world shattered.

Since then I've always asked
Why He wanted you
Home so soon
Questions unanswered.

Ever since,
You've never left my mind
My heart won't ever
Be whole again

No one can fix it
It's broken
Till I too, are called Home
He is holding it, us, together

I think about you
Who you'd be
What you'd be like
How gracious, beautiful

I'm left here
With my imagination
Of your being,
You and He are my guide

Angels in the sky
I cannot see, but feel
You are here with me
And there with Him

I should be
The one  you follow. Instead,
I want to follow you
He is our protector. For me and you.

Sweet girl,
You are ever lasting,
Just as He
Faithful, forgiving, strong.

Today, I saw you
You looked great
That smile never changed
I missed it

Today, every feeling for you
Came back to me
I tried to regress, but failed
For you were not alone

Today, I was graced
With your charm
And reminded of your intelligence
As if I had forgotten

Today, you shared so much
You don't love her, but
You love who I've become
Only time will tell

Today, we picked up where
We left off, nothing's changed
Dancing with my heart
That has never let go

Today, you told me
I looked beautiful,   and
My energy, tangible,
I won't forget that

Today, I realized
We want the same things in life,
I hope you did too
Now what

Today, you kissed me
We both wanted more
Knowing it wouldn't
We didn't

Today, I'm back where
I was when I said
Good-bye for the first time
Caught up in emotions & wishful thinking

Today, you are on my mind, again.

Find that sparkle in my eye
That's as shiny as the night sky
It's where you can find me
If you ever lose me

Look past that sparkle now
It's time to get deep down
Take a walk to the most sacred part
It's where you'll find me, in my heart

Seek wisdom's intellect
Listen to the words my lips project
They're as bright as my smile
With promises of worthwhile

Take a step back
Now, everything is in tact
Beauty stands before you
Nothing ever seemed more true

A glittered stare
And the world around is bare
Come find me
So we both can see

This is what is missing
That thing you keep hinting
This wondrous fairy tale,
You found Cinderella

The rain falls as
The flowers bloom
The sun shines as
The night falls

The earth moves as
The space is still
The heart beats as
The flow stops

The eyes close as
The mind opens
The mouth speaks as
The silence remains