A year and ten days ago..
The doctor gave me pills.
Pills, for my anxiety.
And, I never took them.

I always said, why..
Why bother taking them,
and gain a pill popping label.

Why take something,
when you feel you don’t need it.
Why take two slices of cake,
when your diet tells you one.

"Attention"

No thank you.
Life you are a pain.
And one day, I will defeat you.

They say I'm a seeker.
But a seeker of what?
What does one seek for,
if it isn't good luck.

They say "Keep on searching,
you'll find it one day."
I've always said,
"good luck can you meet me halfway?"

Half way is a place,
I don't feel comfortable at all.
But I know halfway is a place,
I know I can't fall.

And as I wait for that day,
when good luck has been found,
I'll stand with my feet,
both firm on the ground.

Don't take me for granite,
one day I'll be sure.
That I know good luck,
can indeed be so pure.

So with these words,
be sure to remember.
Your life may seem,
today like a total blur.

But if you wait for the day,
good luck comes around.
Say goodbye to hell,
and your miserable frown.

She had known,
what she wished.
She was indeed wrong.

She hadn't known,
what she wanted,
until he came along.

She had know,
what she wished.
She didn't wish long.

She hadn't known,
what she wanted,
until he played her a song.

She had known,
what she wished,
for him to love her.

She hadn't known,
what she wanted,
but he made her life brighter.

I don’t have the words.

The heart to tell them.

To tell them, I am happy.

It’s just a word. Right?

But no one gets it!

Life was a struggle.

I’m starting over, and you..

You, are my new start.

I don't know why,
but it is,
it's hard for my mouth to say
the things my brain thinks,
to your face,
it's a little easier in the dark,
cause you can't see me.

I’m turning my life around.
And all you are doing,
is trying to ruin it.

All.

Over.

**Again