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490 · Jan 2014
Drifting Apart
Kayla Insyira Jan 2014
It's all drifting apart,
you seem so far away,
I've tried to reach you in everyway,
am I pushing you away?

I never meant to,
now the guilt inside my heart flew,
I can't seem to break your walls through,
I miss you, I do.

I thought we were as close as the vein,
but instead you flew away as fast as a plane.
What really happen to those old days?
What really happen to those smiles?

We're drifting apart,
I'm hoping to get you back,
I'm hoping you're coming back,
I'm hoping everything came back.
489 · Jan 2014
Another Bullshit of Yours
Kayla Insyira Jan 2014
Another words came out from the mouth of yours,
the words that made me feel wanted,
utterly special,
eternal comfort.

But the sudden overthink took me down,
it was full of what if,
it was full of paranoia,
it was full of negatives

Like an abadoned roller coaster it made me happy for a while,
but then it kills me instant.
A short term of happiness,
came out from a sentence full of sweet words,

But I remind myself,
what the past had taught me,
they've said what you said and eventually lies.

Are you one of them?
one of them who lies.
397 · Jan 2014
So Close
Kayla Insyira Jan 2014
I was hurt,
I was in pain,
it was closed,
my heart.

Then he came,
cured my wound,
fixed my heart,
wiped my tears.

It was so close,
really close,
until I finally open it.

But it was not,
it was not what I thought it was.
I found my self crawling back,
and I found you coming back.

Yet you're never really here,
he's the one who's always been.
Yet it's never really you, never you wipe my tears.

Now I found you here,
and I found myself won't move.
And yet he's here,
and I found my self somewhere safe.

It was close,
it was so close.
It was you,
it is him.
excuse my grammar, still working on it **

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