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Katrine Lif Jun 2014
How can the universe expand if it’s endless?
And if it does expand, it has to have an end.
So what’s at the border of the universe?
Just some thoughts
Katrine Lif Sep 2013
Let the sun shine
On those who cannot see the river
In the valley of your mind
I only see the mist
Of our delusion
I know
That in the essence of reality
There is no reason to cry
Or to smile
The great numbness takes over
But there has to be a reason we exist
Either way
Katrine Lif Feb 2013
What happened-
Along the way
To reality, insanity
Nothing, everything
Confusion

Sitting outside
In the freezing cold
Refusing to return inside,
To another world
Where nothing ever is better than the last

Looking for comfort in ignorant friends
Absent friends
Not existing
On the inside
In the parallel universe

Needing alcohol, drugs and cigarettes
Hugs and kisses
To forget
When there is no reason for it all
Everything can seem so strange
It might be hard to understand
Maybe you’ve never been to the parallel universe

I can’t escape
On the way
I accidently locked the door
And threw away the key

It’s safe in here
They can’t hurt me like they used to
It’s unpredictable
Your logic wouldn’t work
I can’t be responsible
For my own actions

It’s lonely
But I can see everyone
Like through a window
There you are
So close
So far away
I don't know, some insight to my brain maybe?
Any thoughts?
Katrine Lif Jan 2013
She runs
Over the hills and far,
Far away
She runs
Always looking
She’s searching
For a promised land
Of the kind that will not ever be found
Yet she haven’t lost hope
Not quite yet
She’s hoping
It might be true
It might be real
It might, it might exist
The land from all the stories
The fairytales
Of her childhood
The ones from which
She once upon a time used to take strength
To carry on
When things were difficult
Now she runs
Hoping that one day she will find
Heaven on earth
Eden
Peace at heart
Only getting nearer
Much closer
The end of the world
She will eventually jump
Follow the flooding water
Down that endless waterfall
Wondering if the paradise
Lies at the probably absent bottom
She runs
In the back of her head
She has a tiny little voice
So kind
Telling her
She might be mislead
In the search for her vision
No more than a scratch
A tiny thought
In a dream at night
She won’t mind
She runs
Hoping she can leave
That little voice so kind
Behind
That it will stay in her past
As she leaves it to be forgotten
She runs
Always running
Away from her past
Never taking the time
To do as the little voice so kind says
To stay
To create her own
Her personal paradise
Her fairytale
No, she runs
Far, far away
She disappears
She’s gone with the wind
From all those places
Where she could have settled down
She runs
Towards the imaginary paradise
The world’s end
Disguised as the promised land of her dreams
She runs
Towards her own demise
She runs
When in that situation the voice us unkind, but I changed it from originally being unkind to being kind since in reality the voice is kind
Katrine Lif Dec 2012
I’ve lost it
I’ve ******* lost it
I’ve got no control over myself
It don’t make any sense
I’ve lost touch with reality

Reality
What the **** is real?
I have no control
It’s gone

My brain
It controls me
I can’t rely on my senses
My brain makes them go away
My worst enemy
Myself
My brain
I can’t trust it
It’s taking over
What’s real around here, and what did I make up?

I’ve lost touch with reality
Everything is gone
When I wrote it I hadn't had a psychosis yet, but now that I have I can say that this is kind of like this
Katrine Lif Nov 2012
I’ve lost it
There is no point
Anymore
Help me
Save me
From myself
Katrine Lif Nov 2012
It's been a bad day
I'm trying
To suppress my urges
I want
To go to the art room
Find myself a knife
And start cutting
Myself

It's been a bad day
I want to get away
But I think
That no matter how far
I'll run
I'll never get
Far enough

It's been a bad day
Life's not
Worth living today

It's been a bad day
Hopefully
Tomorrow
Will get better
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