conversations drawing shorter each second.
the value of words decrease.
the space between us is growing,
what's the point? what's left to say.
drifting further away from one another each night.
feelings are nonexistence, unimportant.  
words left unsaid, realistically nothings left to say.
just empty thoughts of what if's occasionally.

Is anyone willing to listen?
Im stuck in the dark and cant find an exit.
The storms in my head are pounding. Lighting strikes again.
The voices won't leave in peace.
Why i ask?
Why am i stuck in my own insanity with no way out.
Why am facing it alone.

Ive tried to explain why i dont trust,
But each time ive tried someone left and kept the problems unresolved.
Leaving the peices still unattached each time another person walked out.

People around me infested in drugs, alcohol, but why?
Its cool, it makes you feel good, but its all a lie.
My friends are now involved, ask why i wont try.
They say, it wont hurt you, it'll change you, it'll transform you.  
Little do they know, i know its all lies.
I know it consumes you, hurts you, kills you more and more each time.