The thoughts
In my head
Are killing me
Slowly.
The doubt
Is contagious.  
Slowly,
Setting me
Ablaze.
Slowly,
Killing me
Inside.
Slowly
k.s. 11/4/15

Temptation is
Choking me.
I want to
Let it in.
But God says
No.
But the devil
Will still let
Me in.
k.s.

The tears
were streaming down
my face
because she still
had your heart.
So undeserving
of your perfection.
Come back
to me.
k.s.

So confused
So conflicted
It was
her
Then it was
Me
Then repeat
Now it's on
Me
Again
So conflicted  
So confused
k.s.