The voices keep stirring my twisted memories
I’m never alone, never alone, never at peace
The memories occupy the insanity......
I can’t release what controls my mind.......
Am i insane?
Am i ever to walk by myself?
The voices abuse
The voices
The **** voices keep me screaming in silence
So much violence, so much torment, so much pain
The voices keep me tied to memories i cant let go.......
Please let me go, let me go, please let my insanity blow away
Is there anyone
Is anyone there?
I know my mind is slipping to darkness, slipping into an abyss
The insanity always wants to reminisce, keeps my pain fresh
How much longer?
How much more can i take?
The voices ****, voices won’t escape, my memories are my fate
I’ve lost all faith, no one can rescue me, is this the way it has to be....
These **** voices won’t let me be free, they won’t release, my mind is under siege

I am abnormal,
I might seem strange.
But if I showed my true colors
you would think I was deranged,
derailed and horrifying,
I might seem strange...
But I'll tell you one thing, I am not a freak show.
I'm not a freak show.
He’s not a freak show.
I'm not a freak show.
He’s not
and
I'm not just another freak show.
We’re not here to amuse your sick needs
and
sit there until you ridicule me
so much that my heart bleeds...

Who told you I was prepared for this
I didn't
and
I sure as hell didn't ask to be known this way
because I will scream it out loud,
that “I am not just a freak show!”

I smile to keep from crying as I lay my head down tears that I been holding back rolls down into the palm of my hands fist full of tears and a heart that will not mend.

The tears that I cry is not always for you but for a broken heart or two, as I sit here with nothing but a memory of you my tears full up my fist and there is nothing that I can do.

I go insane, crazy sometimes, trying to keep from losing my mind, eyes wide closed and can’t see what’s in front of my face because the tears has blinded me.

My fist full of tears has away to remember me of what life is and hope it was meant to be lived so please save me from my fist full of tears and this empty place so I can't be easily erased.

I have this little friend the name I shall not tell.
She wanders through my mind like a maze.    
She the only thing that keeps me company.
She’s a really good friend,
keeps the happiness in me like it’s nothing.
I think she wonderful.
She sits in my mind,
trying to find ways to make me miserable.
Well.... that little friend is the voice in the back of the head. She makes me have wonderful  thoughts, but who cares about that.
My little friend is my little friend that I love and cherished like a my friend I would have real life.
Friendship is like a scrambling puzzle
she is the other half of me
when i see her it is like seeing the sun smile at me
she make my day brighter
that fills our life with a light so bright
we might fight and argue
but we still stick together
she has a heart of a lion
she is the other half of me
life without a friendship is like a sky without sun

Dear fake smile you have been great.
Nobody could see what was straight
I mean they all thought I fine
I felt lost in the line
But every time those tears came you were there
My fake smile that is always here
I took a deep breath and smiled
I said I'm ok but I lied
I was dying inside everyday
And I'm becoming worse all the way
I need someone to save me
But how can they help when they can't see
Cause my fake smile hides all this pain
I'm really starting to be insane
Cause I'm hurt very hurt but yet I'm trying to be strong
I can't hold on for too long

But I guess my fake smile will once fall of and I hope I will be brave enough to cry cause tears Is all I have .......my fake smile

Deep in my mind lies a labyrinth,
And that’s where I seem to be lost.
I don’t know if I want to find my way,
I just don’t care no more.

I don’t belong in this world,
I don’t feel at home.
I belong somewhere else.
But don’t know where to go.

I’m trapped in my mind,
Where my nightmares live,
I don’t know if i want out,
The longer I stay the more I like it in here.

don’t cry...
don’t need to say
how much it hurt today
don’t cry...
thats your so lonely
wishing you could just fly
don’t cry...
he’s not of your worthy
when left without an apology
don’t cry...
wipe your tears off ,let them dry
when he pull off your heart and throw it away
don’t cry...
over someone left when promised to stay
over someone left you mesury
be happy...