i loved you without
asking first
and i am
so sorry
for
that.

Strength comes after adversity
Independence after loss
Doing it yourself after being rejected
Pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses all understanding.

She demanded that the wall
Between us be torn down
And it scared me to death.

Stop with the daydreams
Of wet ******* unicorns.
Stop with the dam spillway
Of "undeserved tears."
Stop looking in the rear view mirror
And start looking at your **** rear.
Stop the inverted visions,
Need help?
Walk the streets of Calcutta,
Better yet,
Pitch a tent with the homeless.
Stop the mindlog.
Stop the driveling outlog,  
Just stop.