thank you for loving me i know you meant well.... but now that i know what you did i cant stop crying, it never stops this pain you've put me through. i cant help it i still love you even after what you did, after what you put me through..... i cant stand it i want to see you again, kiss you again, see you love me again. i thank you for the good times, i'd rather hurt you for the bad but i love you too much to see you suffer, in order for me to stop feelin this heartache, just tell me you love then you can walk away...... *~i still love him~

reality and the world ive created in my head..... i cant really tell which is what anymore..... im always so caught up in thinkin that when i finally get my head out of the clouds my reality just doesnt seem real.... it just all seems like a dream...