This drug consumes me
Night and day
I'm an addict in every way.
Just the thought of it in my presence
Loosens my nerves and
Drives away the tense.
I love it, I hate it.
What can I say?
It's all up to me to walk away.
Not as easy as it sounds
I can promise you that.
I have a mother and a brother
That will give you the facts.
Mother in prison most of my life,
Manufacturing methamphetamine
And she did her time.
Missing out on her family and kids
Is where she suffered most but
I'm glad she did.
Big brother of mine and
My best friend has been taken
By this same ****** up sin.
Not a day goes by that I don't
Think of him.
Everything is different now
Without him here but yet
I'm following those footsteps
That I truly fear.
This drug is a monster and it grabs
For your soul.
Ripping you limb from limb with
No control.
It changes people.
No matter what the cost,
We still go back when feeling lost.
Methamphetamine is my demon
But I have a soul that's ready
To leave him.
This journey has been a nightmare
With happiness at times.
Listen to my words for I do not lie.
-Katheryn Graham

An angel whispered
Take my hand and
Come with me
You're work here is done.
I went away to a place
Where there's no tears, nor sorrow
Only laughter and smiles
There will always be a tomorrow.
As I move amongst the clouds
I'll look down and smiles upon you,
While the angels sing a heavenly song.
I am not alone
All who went before are here
They awaited my return
I know you'll grieve and wish
I was still here.
I am here in the memories
You hold dear.
Remember how much
I love you
And know I took your love
With me.
I did not wish for you
To cry, nor feel sad.
My pain is gone and
I am free!
Soon you'll come to me
Until then
God will be with you
Just as he's with me.
-Katheryn Graham

Hiding the hurt, hiding the pain
Hiding the tears that fall like rain
Saying I'm fine, when I'm anything but.
This ache in my soul rips at my gut.
My skin is n fire, I burn from within.
The calm o my face is an on going sin.
The world must stay out, I've built up a wall.
My fragile lie will collapse should it ever fall. Loniness consumes me, it eats away the years.
Until my life is swallowed by unending fears.
Waiting for someone to see I wear a mask. And care too much to remove it, is that too much to ask?
-Katheryn Graham

Are you insane like me? Been in pain like me?
Bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me?
Just to pour that ******* down the drain like me?
Would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me?
Are you high enough without the Mary Jane like me?
Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me?
Do the people whisper 'bout you on the train like me?
Saying that you shouldn't waste your pretty face like me?

Come out of  no where with pain inside. all It took was one look and felt the need to try. Do all that is able,to be done to see that smile form. Overtime I'll heal the heart that was torn. No matter how Hard it is I'll never give up on repairing that beautiful heart. Time tells I just. Hope time never ends. But if it does I wanna be with the beautiful sin. The devils angel so special so beautiful. Judged by many but perfect inside. She's been through hell and back but best bet I got her back. Been treated. Wrong her whole,life until I came along I'll show her how a heart is supposed To feel the fast beat the need for each other. The time we can say we had each other. Had troubles had faults but I had the same it's time to forget the blame quit the games and see That I'm here to take all the pains!