I never lied to you, I showed you my true self
I never covered up any skeletons
You said you love me, but you went away,
I don't blame you, I never asked you to stay
Did you ever wonder what It would do to me?
When you said you'd calm my fears,
I trusted you to be there for me
I wont betray you , if that's what you're afraid of
But you never gave me a chance to show you
what I'm made of
I guess all I'm saying is goodbye,
I remember all those things that you said
And I just wish you would explain
If you have someone else, I hope you're happy
And actually keep your promises
I wish you well, don't get me wrong,
But I would of liked to hear your honesty all along
Not some fairy tale story that didn't amount
to nothing at all

Why Do I count the days that you ran away,
Did you know you took a piece of my heart?
Why do I remember your steps as if it was yesterday?
And years have passed away
I hated the last time, you had nothing to say
Not saying "I love you", instead "I'm doing great"
I don't understand this feeling you don't deserve
And you don't desire for me to demostrate
I don't get it but I still think about you
I know I could never be with you
But I can't help to think If she's with you
I opened up my heart and it felt like
It meant nothing and was worth nothing
Why can I just remember you like the thief
you are, instead I dream of you as the love I lost
And wanted with all my heart
Maybe, Im in love with my sorrow
with the could of's and the should of's
and never appreciate tomorrows
Maybe love is all part of a game,
We don't know we're being played until we've lost
Maybe, it was never meant to be
And I wish you never know this
that I cry for you, cause I can't forgive myself
for feeling this love that never existed in you

No matter what I do to make you happy
You always make me feel ******
Even when It isnt my job to make you feel safe
I wish I wasn't born faithless
Maybe I learned that from you as well
It's like you want others to be just like you
Not caring about what they really wanna do
Maybe when you're old you've realize what you've done
But now, you still think you're the only one
who's right at all

Where is my mind? lost and behind
Stuck on this past that I cant unwind
With the sickness on my hands
And these lovers becoming predators
of a heart that's already ******
Where is my mind? sick of hurt, sick of lying
Waiting for a happiness expecting to be happening
With Lots of stories, full of glory but never coming true
Where is my mind? fighting these thoughts that tear me apart
in pieces, that make me cry, that make me feel dead inside
Where is my mind? trying not to become insane
with all this blame
with all the things that make me scared
when darkness comes It will all come back again

I wanna be with you but you're hard to reach
Its like you have so many things you wanna teach
And when I come closer to you
You push me away and never ask me to stay
I keep waiting for you to change
But you don't love me anyway
I was scared cause you were so great
But Its seems like I won't get you
And maybe I pushed you away everyday
But only cause I like you and I wanted to
spend time with you
But maybe someday I'll meet someone
Who won't run away , Even if I loved you instead.

Where is Honesty? Is so hard to find
So people say they look at you, but they seem blind
To your thoughts and feelings
We don't see eye to eye
Instead you go around life feeling like you wanna die
And you hope you'll meet someone and
They accept you as you are
And not be afraid to show your flaws
Instead society says you should sale yourself
like your a product to be bought
And you need to say the right things
So guys would wanna stick around
What have we become?
If not lonely fools afraid of whats to come
We should look inside ourselves
And try to find those old shelves
That carry our true beings
And expose them and be careless
If you accept me fine,
But if not , I could care less

I found a new love, I've always longed for
Even More than you.
What I wanted more, Even if it isn't true
I've forgotten myself and my dreams, since you came into my life
All I wanted was to breathe you in.
But since you're gone,I remembered what makes me whole
What I truly live for
There's nothing I want more.
I hope you never return
But if you do, I'll show you
what I replaced you for
Something as pure as the Sun
This passion running through my veins
I wont hesitate to hide it no more
I need to let go of my fears
or Death will be near.