A soundless face that you'll soon forget,
a silhouette embroidered with loneliness

And now you only fancy hugs of darkness,
when did you gave up light?

A daydream forgotten in the way there,
desperate to love as you break my wings.

But you would see everything in kindness,
why are your eyes so teary?

The stories entangled in all these pages,
the worlds I'll never be able to touch.

I see your eyes in strangers' eyes
I look for your heart within the unknown
But everyone fails and I can't keep up

In meadows of dreams and eternal sleep
every blades goes right in the veins
Because there I see you and I am me
in a never stopping running train

These strangers just slowly walk by
A street light hides everything in the dark
Can't see me under this illuminated  veil

All these lyrics etched in my mind
meanings you forget in the way
I find excuses every single time
as you jumped out of the train

I'm unhurt by all these words
only you can hurt me
more than me,you have my sword

And all these scratches are battle scars
how smoothly goes your blade
as I was trying to protect my heart
please take away the pain

I hope you still remember me
in your new friends you seek for me

I hope I can't be compared
and that you miss me

'Cause I know all these inseparable vows mean nothing now
as you feel sad, glad and mad
kilometres away from our friendship
And I can say that because I'm the only one rarely invited
and always left behind

I hope I still mean to you
the way every hey fills me with joy

I hope I meant to you
and nothing hurts you like your goodbyes

'Cause I know all these unanswered messages mean nothing now
as you smile and joke and forget me
kilometres away from who we used to be
And I can say that because I'm the only one who's always asking
and you rarely reply

I know this was supposed to be a song about him
his dark eyes, the most mermerizing of his smiles
But your words drift again in my loneliness

How you abruptly stopped talking to me
did anyone put words for me that time?
Did I do or say anything in my carelessness?

And I wish I could tell you how I miss a friend
who asked to sit next to me in class
after years of people finding me weird

And I could have learnt about your life
and how is it saving people's lives?
You could tell me in our poetic way

Every day I wonder the halls alone
missing you and her and hating
my friends who got it right finding new ones

I can almost read your answers in a mail
writing that you are so glad we are still us
but that can't become true, can it?

And today I would write about my heart
how it stopped when he said good morning
but I'm lost in your memory once more

How could you walk away this way?
After all these promises you made?
But I still hope you'll reply one day

I hope you still care
with your big caring eyes
I hope you still fall in love with fictional characters
and you haven't given up on fairytales

I hope you still read
all these books we shared
Maybe you still wish to have lockers in  school
so a secret admirer could fill them with notes.

I remember you laughing really hard
at jokes we could only understand
How your smile disappears when you are sad,
how the world shatters when you are mad.

I hope your eyes still shine
whenever you get amazed
'cause I haven't seen them for a while.
I know you might have found eternal love,
do you remember about asking if we've ever been kissed?

I remember your heys and the world sparkled
intervals when we looked for each other,
a single thought was enough to share.

Those notes in our books still matter more
than thousands words of my other friends
I know they say nothing but they are still you
untouchable by time, for me to return there.

You wrote that I would never be alone,
how you knew I was surrounded by loneliness?
And now I become one with it,
embracing the cries of the night...

Missing you and hating myself when you act like I never existed...

You said "Should you forget about your past, you are nothing", You said....

Am I stucked to the same old page of a withering book?
Has our story ended, why have I hopes?
But you go on forgetting me, maybe hating me,
why didn't you just explain?

Everytime I read a poem I wonder what would you think,
or if you cry reading unsatisfying,sad ends.
And I'm hiding behind my dusty glasses
while you're a step in front of me in a running over-crowded bus,
not greeting like we've never met before.

Because I miss you that's why I can't form a proper friendship
and people leave, like you did, inexcusably.
Maybe I only miss those idealised memories,
or need someone who understands all of my aspects like you used to.
And they'll keep the promises I believed in.

What if I'm stuck to you calligraphic inscription in a tiny note?
Do you still read those five pages letters?
Do you remember them? Do you remember me?
Are we complete strangers again?