It's cold
im shaking violently
goosebumps become visible on my skin
its dark in this room
i feel alone
im sad
its hard to breathe
i want to break down
it seems as no one cares
no one wants me here
nothing ever goes right
there is so much hatred
on earth
they say it will all be ok
it will all work out
but it wont
now what if i just...
im scared

Birth-
the begining
the start of a journey
that will last
forever

Inspiration-
the reason why im writing
why im here
with you
alive

Failure-
no such thing
lossing
but never failure
it never matters in the end

Love-
the way i feel about you
the reason i cry
the reason we fight
one true love

Trust-
hard to gain
easy to loose
trusting someone with your life
thats a mistake

Death-
not the end
but only a new start
of a life
that will last
forever

Running next to me
the river goes
he is angry
punching slapping
yelling at the shore
like a girl whos four
wanting to feel the touch of a parent,
the wind
nags him on
pushes him to go on
no one knows where
he is going
but he runs next to me
and i run with him.

I am
Human smiling and happy tears
i love to talk and be with people
family is important to me
culture is important to me
life is important to me
no one is ever alone
there is death and hate
but birth and love
god is always with us
frowns and just upside down smiles
and bestfriends are sibilings at the heart
i am