If I die
  if I die, will you come rather ?
  my funeral when I went
  no more breath, no longer speak
  I was sleeping, a thousand autumns dream
  
if I die, will you cry for me ?
  or ignore such as strangers
  I lay there it can not be hear
  those cries or those words say choked
  
  if was that I wish I could
  has been present here where I was gone
is that funny when I died
  come here to attended my funeral
  
if honestly then I do not also want
  you sad you cry or you hurt
  I died a simple truth
  so do not be sad, my friend

  I know then that day will come
the day I leaving, leave the world
Until then maybe you living
Come here, attend my funeral.

mask
I can not think of anything
Nor heard the echo
Looking at life with a pale gray
A searing soul over time

Words say like sharp knife
Stabbed in the chest, into my heart
It dull ache like an open wound
Do not stop the bleeding, relentless pain

Just like sinking into pangs
The outrage,the pain in my heart
Type in mind, in body
As a mirror will be shattered

you always think, I am a human being optimistic
Like an idiot,do not worry about life
Brings calamity and smiled apologetically
I am irresponsible,are not i

Grumpy, lazy and naughty
All  just lie
To hide a weak-minded
Easy bleeding, ease pain

Truth
As a healthy food, but bitter and smelly
Lie
As a poison with a beautiful crust
But
one funny things that
Is
Nobody likes the truth
But that is what they want to know
Nobody likes to lie
But that is what they want to hear
The truth and the lie
As the two sides of the coin
Opposites
Mix together

Who covered my eyes
With sweet lies
Made me sink in desire of your love
Who, Is that you

You never say love me
Even when you kiss and hug me
By tongue and your hands *****
Why, tell me

i was wondered all time
that you really love me
or i only a doll for you
That is true, is not it

I wonder
If I call, you will hear me
Come to me and do not let me wait
i wonder
You will forgive me
After the sin that I giving for you
I wonder
You'll hold tight my hand
Take care of me and love me for your lifetime
And...
Enjoy life together
Until all light of dying
I
Incomplete
I
many cons
I
Not a good guy
But
If i can told you
just only thing a simple
i love you so much.

Hurt
Flooding in the soul
It makes you
feel
bad
right
That's bad
your soul
like burned

Please tell me
What is love
That can
Makes people
Passion
Anguish
Hatred
Fool
And confusion
But
No regrets

Smile
I always see you
Laugh
Giggle
And
Say joke
Like a clown
But
I know
Deep in your heart
it was always
Solitary