Once again, I'll say I'm sorry
For a thing I didn't do
Because it's easier to accept the fault
Than to get what I'm getting from you.

You're giving me a feeling
Like none I've felt before;
A feeling of loss and guilt and pain
That's gnawing at my very core.

Just to shrug it off,
To forget it is what I want.
But to do so would mean the worst-
To forget you or what happened; I can't.

So why don't you take half the blame.
I'll shoulder the rest.
For to carry on with our life together
Would perhaps be for the best.

It's so hard for me to try and find the right words to say.
I'm sorry we will never get the chance to meet,
the chance to see your tiny body and hold your tiny feet.

I have an image of you in my mind,
your gorgeous smile,
your beautiful eyes,
a picture,
an image,
something I'll never let go.

Every Christmas,
every birthday,
I'll do nothing but wish you were there,
right by my side.

A boy or a girl I'll never know,
this love I have for you,
I'll never be able to show.

You'll always be mummy's  special one and always daddy's too,
and we want you to know we will always love you.

I wrote you this poem to show I care,
this pain,
this hurt I cannot bare.

In time you will sleep my little baby,
one day,
some day,
I'll be able to hold you tight and give you that proper kiss goodnight.

Goodnight Sweetheart
Love you always.

I can't believe I took your life
I know now and I knew then, I had no right.
It was a selfish choice that I made.
I chose myself when your life, I could have saved.
I thought it would be easier to terminate
But i still feel the remorse 7 months to the date.
You were one of Heavens Angels that GOD lent to me.
And I took your life, could GOD forgive me.
I was lost and confused and didn't know what to do.
So I selfishly chose me, when I should have chose you.
I regret that I will never see your face.
or never comfort you with a motherly embrace,
I hope GOD can forgive us, and that you can too?
To bring you back there is nothing I wouldn't do.
Live on my love I will see you at the gates,
To hold, love and kiss you Mummy just can't wait.
I'm sorry I've stolen an Angel away.
I will feel Remorse FOREVER, because of that day.