The time has come
time to alter my ways
a change for the better
time for a new phase

A chance to belive in myself
time to prove people wrong
to show my strength
It shouldnt take long

When its all said and done
Ill be a whole new girl
Loving life
My life will unfurl

Gonna run away and leave you behind
You have caused me so much pain
I want to be free from this ball n' chain,
that you have tied to my feet
Im a slave of yours,
one of many
manipulator-
You have wounded more than one
I should have seen it coming
Im a victim, and the one to blame.

I am lost within myself
I cannot find the path to my sanity
Which way to my brain?
Send vibes through my skin
Locate all that is around me
Try
Try to find the way to home
Home is where I can be me
Me, myself, and I
I need to find my way
Why can’t I get out?
Walls enclosing
Heart racing
Trip, fall, stumble
Don’t know who I am
Just like the rest
Square
Conforming
Why can’t I stand out?
Why can’t I find who I am?
I want to be the stain glass in this chapel of deep mahogany
I’m alone
Surrounded by immitations
All alike
I need to find my way
I need to break the corners of this square
I’m lost
I made a wrong turn
I get smaller
Walls get bigger
It’s a never ending journey
What now?
Which way to my sanity?
I need out
3 more corners
I can do it
I believe in myself
Left
2 more corners
Things are going grey
A haze
I need out.
2 corners away from discovering me.
Then another obstacle.
I’ll never get out.
I am lost

There is something special that happens on the water
its the life of a young daughter
nothing more than her and a father

the wind in the sails as they make wake
tells a tale that is anything but fake
of a girl whos story began on a lake


There is something special about this girl
a connection to the mother of all pearls
a passion for the sea and all its whirls
This girl is one of a kind

Laying in the grass, starring up into nothingness
a black canvas
ready for imagination
freedom
the world of worries forgotten
lay beside me
Ill take you to a place no one has ever imagined

I dont know whats  worth fighing for
and I dont know how I got to be here
Im caught between two
stuck in the middle
Im not in control
And in the end ill be the last to know

Im excited to see whats ahead of me
I know its right around the bend
excited for whats to come
I hold my head up high
and wait for my time
I hope its something like a dream