Words are heavy as lead:
Vene – my veins are dry.
Morgen – tomorrow won’t come.
Navré – why are you sad?
Inferno – Hell is on Earth.
Evasión – escape is not an option.

My youth grow old, ashamed.
Ashamed by my never-ending obsession.
Fingers in my mouth,
And dirt dress dancing around blue body.
A lovely *****…
Walking through the mud, pristine.

My illness cut me down.
Down on the floor I’m crawling.
Sins of mine around me,
So soft and warm and familiar.
Beautiful sickness…
Burning in a snow fever, willingly.

Promised me a quiet death.
Death by which I’ll be set free.
Taste of the blood so sweet,
You will **** from me.
Amazingly empty…
Left here so happily asleep, forever.

Digression from stars, digression from home
Once near and now far
Rain has impregnated soil with smell of distance
Once I drowned in your eyes
Nevermore…

Children on the road, game rings through the sky
Once love, now not even hate
Sun warmed asphalt of desert cities
Once I was beginner, now I’m loser
Nevermore…

Love in dog’s eye, divine unconditionality
Once existence and now nothing
Wind carried in waves of sorrow
Once I believed in dreams
Nevermore…

I am what I am
What I’m not, I want
What I don’t have, I dream of
My thoughts are my Universe
My emotions are my Nature

I am Animal and heart of a Man
I am love of the Earth and Death of a body
I am begging of you and end of your lover
My hair is your bed
My bones are your children’s nourishment
I come and go as I wish
I give you haven and I denude you
I drink of you and you admire me
My sun is your chest
My satellites are your eyes

I sit in your lap
I move in your lap
I am transparent being in your lap
Master that you’ll serve
Servant that will adore you

I am all of your gods
I am all of your loves
I am a world you dive in
You, free at last
You, fallen kingdom

There is no time.
There are rats and birds and crickets, and humans.
There are sore feet and broken buildings and elder flowers.
There are days and nights, and nights and days, and they are all one.
Somewhere there are even shells in the sand and sea cats in the oceans.
But there is no time.
If you close your eyes you are hidden.
If you hold your breath the world stops.
There is no time, no distance, no past and no future.
Just layers of unity.

What a lovely time of day
The time is so slow
Sun and the road are trembling
In a slow motion
I walk
The time is so slow
And it will speed up
It will go so fast
Soon
I’ve been chasing it
While I’ve chased you
I lost my memories
I lost that day
When I saw you
I almost saw your eyes
You’ve been singing and waving
And being ridicules
But I forgot the feelings
Like I forgot my intensions then
Just like destiny forgot me
And Universe lost me