my heart is sour
and my body is weak
because you broke all your promises
when you decided to leave

sorry I couldn't be good enough for you
I'm really hard to be with
and if I could take everything back
I would

I never want to fall in love
or get attached
or like a boy
because the boy will leave
and I'll be broken
all over again
and the chances of me fighting off the suicidal thoughts
are quite low