I never want to fall in love
or get attached
or like a boy
because the boy will leave
and I'll be broken
all over again
and the chances of me fighting off the suicidal thoughts
are quite low

my heart is sour
and my body is weak
because you broke all your promises
when you decided to leave

sorry I couldn't be good enough for you
I'm really hard to be with
and if I could take everything back
I would