I've watched you pass me by for weeks now.
i have even tried wearing colors and clothes i hope you would like.
but to no avail. you still ignore me.
Am hoping to see you today, I have waited for you to make the first move but baby i am impatient.
so when you see me today be ready to flirt and play.

its been years and i still cant comprehend how i was such a fool for you.
    you took everything i ever gave you and you played your part well.
            you made me cry, broke my heart and even after all that i was  still
                 in love with you.
                   i watched you take every piece of me and turn it into dust, you
                     cut through every barrier and when you were done you felt no
                        remorse whatsoever. every year you played a part that no
                          one could pull off.
                              i trusted you to take care of me, to be different from the        
                                rest but you the worst. Now i know i don't want to be
                                  with someone that makes me cry more than they make
                                     me laugh.
                                       So TAKE A BOW because the show is over. AM
                                        DONE!

"Dont ever leave me " he whispered
i will one day, somethings you can not help but do i told me.
"but i love you!" he shouted.
i walked up to him and told him " but death does not care."

I am a husk of man he yells!!! dont you see what i do to you? i have turned something beautiful into a tormented dom, and if i dont let you go, you will explode into stream of agonizing lava. But i am a selfish man,i can not let you go....
  i smile and mumur i know, i know...

you are beautiful he told me.
i looked at him with love sick eyes n whispered "i know"

it seems we lost our way. you couldnt handle the shades i had to me. so long gone you thought i was incorrigible. why couldnt i be like other girls you asked. why cudnt one simlpe thing satisfy me!!! you always questioned my moves. doubted if there was anything that pleased me!!! why was it so hard to get me? not once did i make it hard; i was an open book that you failed to read. made me wonder if you were iliterate. lost lovers we were whose spell was never ignited. i had shown you time and again but  you seemd to forget that i am nt the sun but a rain ball

it seems we lost our way. you couldnt handle the shades i had to me. so long gone you thought i was incorrigible. why couldnt i be like other girls you asked. why cudnt one simlpe thing satisfy me!!! you always questioned my moves. doubeted if there was anything that pleased me!!! why was it so hard to get me? not once did i make it hard; i was an open book that you failed to read. made me wonder if you were iliterate. lost lovers we were whose spell was never ignited. i had shown you time and again but  you seemd to forget that i am nt the sun but a rain ball