I know I messed up
but take a chance on me
we've been through so much
i just cant up and leave

please dont let this thing
come inbetween what we had
and we what believe..

In a world that feels so cold
stuck with no one important to hold
lights glistening so bright
but only at night
god, what a beautiful sight
look into the stars
see straight through to mars
the rings around that cant be seen
tells you that the world is not ment to be mean
solid answers
and a broken dream
the child finally starts to scream
dead in heart but alive in mind
thinks she is the last of her kind
breath just like a wild wind
child dead and completly sinned
everyone against the world
my soul feels twisted and curled
the demons cannot control me
but they've turned my soul into debris
demonic child, put to rest
hopefully she will be blessed

Hands on hips
Lips to lips
to the touch
that tender kiss
look in eyes
things you say
hearing "i love you"
repeatedly
the setting sun
sky parts its way
hearts become one
in love, the first day
hand interlocked into mine
the late night talks
neither of us had a care what to say
your beautiful brown eyes
staring back at me
the warmth of your smile
that always set me free
seeing you smile at me
was what kept me alive
now without you
id struggle to survive
the thought of you holding me
tight in my bed
prance around gracefully in my head
i cant believe i love you
after all that we've been through
when i fall asleep
i dream of only you.

stuck behind the shaddows of shame
with no man to love or claim
left in the dark with all this pain
i'm sure no one could feel the same

always mistaken for an anserine girl
why dont we give the razor a whirl
cut, and slit, and blood pours out
will it **** me, it's nothing i can doubt

a hideous girl trying to face life
trying something new, perhaps a knife
the lines on her arms, a horrible sight
my whole life is dark, there is no light

except for the light that one day i'll follow
and everyone will feign sorrow
but on the inside i feel so dead
no soul, no thoughts, in my hollow head

hearts melting, arms gushing blood
surrounded by a red puddle of mud
all these voices are quietly screaming
are they in my head or am i dreaming

carefully holding the gun to my chest
i need a way out, and death is the best

the pitted feeling
in my stomach
like no one
would ever have shame
for the cutting,
burning, and weaping
and giving others the blame

because they
can't handle the guilt
for this is
an unbearable pain
which calms
my weakened soul
and it just
keeps happening again

the blood
and tears of sorrow
begin to fall
like everlasting rain
whole arm
weakened to the touch
and the ****** red
makes me go insane

looking at
the cuts and gashes
that tears apart
the open wounded heart
she regrets every scar
but wont stop
because this is
an unfinishing start

he might not always be faithful,
he might not always tell the truth
but in my heart he's amazing
or it might just be my immature youth

he might not always be trustworthy,
he might not always keep it in his pants
but to me, he's truely perfect for me
he makes me so happy, i just want to dance

he might not always be the sweetest,
he might not always see the bright side
but in my eyes he sparkles in amazement,
and his body would make any girl faint and die

he might not always be the smartest,
he might not always seem like he cares
but the way he holds me in his arms
makes my love for him go up in flares

he might not always like what i do,
he might not always see my point of view
but hes so irresistable and his body, tempting
the only thing on my mind is you!

you might not always be the perfect person,
and you have earned my respect
and wether you love me back or not
**i love that your prefectly unperfect

i dont know what to do anymore
i dont know where to go from here
i dont know what to say anymore
i dont know if i just want to disappear

nothing is going the way i planned
nothing is going the way i want
nothing is seeming to help
nothing is going to stop the daunt

no one will ever understand
no one will ever feel my pain
no one will even try to help
no one will see my tears, like rain

always alone, with no one here
always alone, no one by my side
always alone, in heart and soul
always alone, when i have died

they left me here, to rot alive
they left me here, to slowly die
they left me here, to slowly decay
they left me here, for me to cry

im finally done, with my life
im finally done, with trying love
im finally done, with holding up
im finally done, with a problem, the solution thereof

**this is my last goodbye, to all my friends
this is my last goodbye, to my family
this is my last goodbye, to my one love
this is my last goodbye, to the one and only me

first time we broke up
started talking and i choked up
but then i finally woke up
we tried again
we gave it another spin
I thought we could win
I thought wrong again
so i count slowly to ten to release some anger
but anyone who got in my way the next few days
was probably gonna get strangled
my words are completly mangled
but im ready to untangle
the boys better back off
before i fly off the handle
but you stop me everytime
thats why those chills run up my spine

as he walks around with her in his hand
i dont know where in his life i stand
the tears just stream down my face like rain
the pain in my heart i can no longer contain

i try to fight it, and hold it in
but thats a war i cannot win
he looks at her like he used to look at me
i have so much passion, i wish he could see

my head starts to pulse, eyes fight the tears
but they stream down, and out with my fears
each tear is labeled with something i feel
like my broken heart that will never heal

pain, agony, jealousy, and torment
he has pushed my feelings to their extent
the tears pour out and the thoughts explode
more memories then my mind can behold

after trying to hold it all back
my heart finally began to crack
seeing him with her just tears me apart
he took all the pieces to my stone cold heart

i cant let go, he just keeps me tied
he has no idea how many nights ive cried
and im so sick of all these love songs
i wish i could go back and right all the wrong

im so fed up with the thought of him, and the memories
and now every song reminds me of what used to be
im so done with wishing he was still here
but yet i sit here and cry these painful tears

**love shouldnt hurt, it shouldnt slowly **** me
i just want to die, i wanna be set free

three hearts, perfectly mending
at the start
now without you,
my heart is falling apart

how could i let
the sweetest of dreams slip away
and im afraid
the hurt is here to stayy..

lost in a prevailed passion
of overbearing burning love
for two different guys
and souls above

left alone
in bottomless agony
to suffer in pain
the feeling is strangling me

no one to help
but my own bearing soul
destroyed once ago
from the devil's loving toll

he slowly ***** away my soul
leaving me with flesh and bones
i am now a nobody
living in a world of the unknown

tryin to be helped
by the people around
but none of them
hear the screaming sound

my heart shreaks
as though in pain
but in the end
its the devil's gain

for some strange reason
i can feel my heart bleeding
for life, i am pleading
with death i am proceeding

this fake life that im leading
has got me asking for meaning
this isnt me, but its what im being

broken bridges between me and you
theres something i forgot to do
i forgot to make it up to you
after all the **** ive put you through

i still love you,baby  its true
in the end, all i need is you
and i know you still need me too
no matter what i'll always be here

i didn't mean to make you feel like you disappeared
i didnt mean to make our relationship queer
or to make you feel like you shouldn't be here
cause i want you to know, i love you my dear

please dont leave me alone in the dark
our love might be dead, but it can respark
our fire was huge, our ashes very stark
if you asked you to marry me, whats your remark

dont leave me standin here no  more
please please dont walk out that door
know our love hit bottom, but we can make it sore
when we split, my heart just tore

i promised you id make it up
i didnt mean to get mad and blow up
baby dont tell me twice, i know i ****** up
it didnt happen the way i set it up

well now imm put your finger through this ring
make the wedding singer sing
***, imma take you under my wing
cause now baby we're back on the upswing(:

tip toeing down the hallway
he better then me there aint no way
your heading down the wrong way
cause throughout this whole thing it aint ending my way
thats the day im gonna get away
but i probably wont stay away
what keeps pulling me back your way
the thought of you being in my way

what if i said i love you
and at the same time
came out and hugged you
told you im your best friend
and not a soul above you
maybe a soul, but a bad relationship
pays a toll
just because we hit a pole
doesn't mean we can't care anymore
shorty i care,
im living no more in despair
the thoughts and memories we share
makes me wanna be there

babe got style
sparkle in his smile
spark in his heart
this is when love starts
the look in his eyes
could make any girl melt and die
the love overshadows
any hate portraid
no matter what mistakes he makes
my decition has been made
the love in my heart cannot be mistaken
it is my heart that he has taken
taken down the lonely road of denial
our relationship has always been a trial
i always wondered if we had any connections
other then the people around to protect us
i truely dont know why
but without you, id die
i just can let you go
maybe i did love you so
but now your gone, and i feel dead
only to hear your voice replay in my head
it's such a harmful pain
to hear your voice over and over again

bet you didnt think a white girl could rap
well ***** best back off before i collapse
before i fly off the wall and off the chain
best back off before i give you some pain
we can rap all day but ill show you up
'cause this white girl can rap, that's whats up
got the chain 'round my neck and rings on my fingers
everybody should rap, **** all them lame singers
wakin' up to rhymes and a beat that be poppin'
if i get rappin' there aint no stoppin'
'cause white girl can rap
after the **** you been talkin'
with a few rhyming words
and now you be walkin'

ohh..
your breaking my heart in two..
but..
ohh...
i cant help fallin' for you..

you make my heart go;
boom, boom, boom
baby..
you got me cryin'...
i better see you;
soon, soon, soon

my heart skips beats for you..
ohh..
baby..
i'm falling hard for you..

youve got that perfect smile,
every girl dreams of..
you've got the eyes,
every girl thinks of..

you've got the body,
every girl imagines..
baby..
i'm so glad that your mine..

ohh..
ohh, baby!..
you..
you drive me crazyy!

but ohh...
baby..
you've got me..
got me..
got me trippin for you.