The evil stare
the depressive glare
the cut on her arms
the rings and alarms

in her ears
here comes the tears
of a beautiful girl
stuck in a world of no return

her eyes turned red
her soul turned black
doesn't know when her love
will come back

awake at night
living with nothing but fright
the death lights
shine so bright

brighter then ever before
as her arms begin to bleed more
the old cuts begin to scar
as she sits and etches more

of what she wants
and his name
her tears show
no soleum shame

she knows
there is no gain
for all those tears
and so much pain

when he left
he broke her heart
and that is when
the cutting starts

she thinks there nothing left of her
so she cuts, and cries, and burns
trying to take her own life away
only because he wouldn't stay

sets down the razor
holdss a gun instead
holds it tigher
to her head

her eyes start to tremble
her body quivers
the hand with no gun
begins to shiver

he wouldn't take
what she had to give
so she decided
not to live

as the razor lays upon my skin
this is a battle i couldnt win
i press down and start to scrape
again my arm, the pain i cant take

i start to cry, and my body shakes
i stare at the puddle of blood it makes
red rain drips down like a waterfall
i wish i could just forget it all

left in this world all alone
heart has turned to cold, friggid stone
eyes become pallid, body becomes lame
nothing will ever be the same

the images around me become black
i can't believe he made my heart crack
into a million little pieces
my heart rate slowly decreases

left on the floor, because i can no longer stand
blood still running down my fragile hand
each and every old scar
reminds me of who you are

the one i was always in love with
now my body begins to writhe
i am now laying dead on my back
because of you, my heart has cracked

this one amazing guy,
that no one could ever understand
has dropped me harder,
and faster then i have ever planned

his hand let go of mine,
and i have fallen severely
he doesnt see at all,
that i love him sincerely

my heart is now mangled,
my tears start to stimulate
my wrist now has slits,
and my addrenaline accelerates

my head seems to spin,
and my blood seems to rave
my lips turn to stone,
and his lips i crave

my body is numb when it realizes,
the irresistable passion lyin within
the blood gushes but i dont care,
knowing that the razor never cuts thin

deep into my skin it pierces,
as i etch back and forth
this is love,
i never had to force

as my whole body collides,
and my heart shatters
he looks at me and laughs,
like nothing between us even matters

my skin color flushes,
and my eyes turn dull
nothing could solve this unbearable pain,
nothing ever does

but before i had his hand in mine,
his stunning body next to my side
my smile slowly fades away,
and he tells me he wont stay

he leaves me speechless,
laying almost dead on the floor
and in the end all i wanted,

**was just one kiss more

the pitted feeling
in my stomach
like no one
would ever have shame
for the cutting,
burning, and weaping
and giving others the blame

because they
can't handle the guilt
for this is
an unbearable pain
which calms
my weakened soul
and it just
keeps happening again

the blood
and tears of sorrow
begin to fall
like everlasting rain
whole arm
weakened to the touch
and the ****** red
makes me go insane

looking at
the cuts and gashes
that tears apart
the open wounded heart
she regrets every scar
but wont stop
because this is
an unfinishing start

sun sets
eyes lock
one kiss
love unstopped
colors arrayed
across the sky
no lies
but then she dies

I just wanna die
I dont want to be alive
i dont want to survive
I just want to be a small teen
living in a world of scenes
no matter what im going through
but i dont know what the hell to do
the support i need isnt coming through
he just left me here
told me i could go anywhere
as long as i was away from him
he gave me that beautiful evil grin
with those gorgeous eyes you could get lost in..

the child plays gracefully on the slide
think about how her love is like a tide
pushing and pulling along the shore
but all she wants is just a little bit more
more of whatever he has to give
cause in her mind, she needs him to live
like the shells across the sea,
the rippled surface reminds myself of me
different mistakes but in the same pattern
but in the end, he's all that matters
our toes stuck in the warm sand
holding on tightly to each others hand
the glare in his eyes, the look of love
he knows hes not a soul above
but he knows he's like my tide
and i hope he's always by my side<3

Got my baby back in my life
one day i wish to be his wife
but for no im just a ****
who doesn't know what she wants in life
cause in the end it's all the same
so weak and lame
wish i had more money and fame
to get my mind of this
it hurts, my head, and my fist
i just wish we were still together
but we both know we couldn't have lasted forever
knowing we want to be more then friends
god, this feeling is getting to my head..

tip toeing down the hallway
he better then me there aint no way
your heading down the wrong way
cause throughout this whole thing it aint ending my way
thats the day im gonna get away
but i probably wont stay away
what keeps pulling me back your way
the thought of you being in my way

first time we broke up
started talking and i choked up
but then i finally woke up
we tried again
we gave it another spin
I thought we could win
I thought wrong again
so i count slowly to ten to release some anger
but anyone who got in my way the next few days
was probably gonna get strangled
my words are completly mangled
but im ready to untangle
the boys better back off
before i fly off the handle
but you stop me everytime
thats why those chills run up my spine

Hands on hips
Lips to lips
to the touch
that tender kiss
look in eyes
things you say
hearing "i love you"
repeatedly
the setting sun
sky parts its way
hearts become one
in love, the first day
hand interlocked into mine
the late night talks
neither of us had a care what to say
your beautiful brown eyes
staring back at me
the warmth of your smile
that always set me free
seeing you smile at me
was what kept me alive
now without you
id struggle to survive
the thought of you holding me
tight in my bed
prance around gracefully in my head
i cant believe i love you
after all that we've been through
when i fall asleep
i dream of only you.

her heart broken
her eyes shed tears
her smile fades
out with her fears

scared of the future
ashamed of the past
i truely hoped
this love would last

but once again
i am left dieing
sitting, screaming
bleeding, crying

heads pulsing
body quivers
eyes shake
spine shivers

nothing can heal
this unbealivable pain
tears pour
like unstoppable rain

blood rushes
with my afflicted heart
like a completed puzzle
torn apart

it keeps going and going
never to stop
almost like
it'll never just plop
out, like an answer to a riddle

so vague
yet in your face
wait i don't get it
is this never to be placed?

its ripping and ripping
the bloods dripping..
all over the floor
i have to be tripping

no, this is my life
piece it back together
the puzzles complete
and the pain remains

she picks herself up
she gets off the floor
her heart is in pain
it can't take much more

but yet she stands
strong, like..
she knew she could be
put down the gin
today the pain doesnt win

held within a withering heart
the blood begins to slowly start
flowin out of the open ****
as my images begin to flash

before my very eyes
my heart slows,
and begins to die
body trembling,
head spinning,
fighting the pain,
but now it's winning

blood begins to flow like the ocean
body numb, with no emotion
tears streamin like rain
now i feel  unsane

eyes shaking,
nothings clear
now i blame him,
cause he's not here

if he were sitting by my side
this poor girl would have never died

as he walks around with her in his hand
i dont know where in his life i stand
the tears just stream down my face like rain
the pain in my heart i can no longer contain

i try to fight it, and hold it in
but thats a war i cannot win
he looks at her like he used to look at me
i have so much passion, i wish he could see

my head starts to pulse, eyes fight the tears
but they stream down, and out with my fears
each tear is labeled with something i feel
like my broken heart that will never heal

pain, agony, jealousy, and torment
he has pushed my feelings to their extent
the tears pour out and the thoughts explode
more memories then my mind can behold

after trying to hold it all back
my heart finally began to crack
seeing him with her just tears me apart
he took all the pieces to my stone cold heart

i cant let go, he just keeps me tied
he has no idea how many nights ive cried
and im so sick of all these love songs
i wish i could go back and right all the wrong

im so fed up with the thought of him, and the memories
and now every song reminds me of what used to be
im so done with wishing he was still here
but yet i sit here and cry these painful tears

**love shouldnt hurt, it shouldnt slowly **** me
i just want to die, i wanna be set free