Hands on hips
Lips to lips
to the touch
that tender kiss
look in eyes
things you say
hearing "i love you"
repeatedly
the setting sun
sky parts its way
hearts become one
in love, the first day
hand interlocked into mine
the late night talks
neither of us had a care what to say
your beautiful brown eyes
staring back at me
the warmth of your smile
that always set me free
seeing you smile at me
was what kept me alive
now without you
id struggle to survive
the thought of you holding me
tight in my bed
prance around gracefully in my head
i cant believe i love you
after all that we've been through
when i fall asleep
i dream of only you.

crawling back into my skin
ugly feel of death and sin
eyes roll back and start to decay
body never felt this way
shakin, trembling, quivering with fear
yet he sings "come back my dear"
whispering from her corpse
my soul begins to slowly worpe
into a whole new beautiful shape
clothing, red ribbon, wings of black disgrace
wearing brand new etire
wrapped in a plated barbed wire
burning through my skin and flesh
bringing me closer and closer to death

tip toeing down the hallway
he better then me there aint no way
your heading down the wrong way
cause throughout this whole thing it aint ending my way
thats the day im gonna get away
but i probably wont stay away
what keeps pulling me back your way
the thought of you being in my way

when i was little
i used to be a dope man
black cars,
green bars,
cause im the dope man
my mama said what the hell
i said mama me the dope man
in my hood
we got three or four dope mans
but i dont speak about them,
why?
cause im the ****** dope man.

baby's got the beat
but he can't take the heat
'cause rap is the sweets
to the sort of musical treats
pressures gonna **** him
even if he feels the rythem

in instant anticipation
i want to go into isolation
death is an accumulation
the sound of a gun replays in my mind
i always thought i was one of a kind
i consintly think 'just shoot and die'
but then i remember who id be leaving behind
all loose ends, kept untied
my existence finally unshy
i pull out the razor and cut again
i look at blood and im not ashamed
i have no care in the world
wether im dead or alive
'cause this life, i wont survive
death is what I began to thrive

When im with you
i get butterflies
i love to gaze
into your eyes
the touch of your hand
sends a chill
i cant explain
the way i feel
these feelings are new
the pain goes away
when im with you
when your gone
my heart cries
i dread the moment
we say our goodbyes
then i see you
and my heart starts to heel
i love you so much
and always will

This is a very explicite poem*


im gonna hit that *****
shes gonna be gushing blood from her stitches
i can tell her whole bodies got twitches
my nine is gonna make her whine
that ***** better make my dome shine
im gonna backhand that ***
she better not **** with my head
or shes gonna be in the streets
and not in my bed
****** up a million times
wish i could take it back
but she has no right to make my anger snap and crack
my hearts burning like the hot heat of a flame
im gonna ***** this ***** up and wont have any shame
i'll admit im an angel that cant sing
sitting back and letting her do her thing
feeling weak in my soul, body and mind
got more potential then any producer could find
got nowhere in life with her by my side
but in my heart, she has left and died
now the puddle of blood at the foot of my shoes
theres no way that this far into it, i could lose
but being madly in love has its disadvantages
but for now that skanky ***** is in bandages

Losing my mind
never been kind
can't think of the last time
you were mine
abused when i was nine
didn't see the signs
between your girls and mine
has been so good from the start
darling, please, trust me with your heart
you remain my angel and i feel that i must
tell you, that within you, you have my trust
frustrated and confused
dont know what to do
i just want you to know,
i love you
my love is the tide
your soul is the shore
you have my heart,
do i have yours?

never thought we'd be together
but again, i want us to last forever

In a world that feels so cold
stuck with no one important to hold
lights glistening so bright
but only at night
god, what a beautiful sight
look into the stars
see straight through to mars
the rings around that cant be seen
tells you that the world is not ment to be mean
solid answers
and a broken dream
the child finally starts to scream
dead in heart but alive in mind
thinks she is the last of her kind
breath just like a wild wind
child dead and completly sinned
everyone against the world
my soul feels twisted and curled
the demons cannot control me
but they've turned my soul into debris
demonic child, put to rest
hopefully she will be blessed

babe got style
sparkle in his smile
spark in his heart
this is when love starts
the look in his eyes
could make any girl melt and die
the love overshadows
any hate portraid
no matter what mistakes he makes
my decition has been made
the love in my heart cannot be mistaken
it is my heart that he has taken
taken down the lonely road of denial
our relationship has always been a trial
i always wondered if we had any connections
other then the people around to protect us
i truely dont know why
but without you, id die
i just can let you go
maybe i did love you so
but now your gone, and i feel dead
only to hear your voice replay in my head
it's such a harmful pain
to hear your voice over and over again

sun sets
eyes lock
one kiss
love unstopped
colors arrayed
across the sky
no lies
but then she dies

Stuck behind the eyes of a child
feeling like a phone, undialed
a text unread
something else to dred
stuck behind the smile of a loner
feeling the vibe of a stoner
**** wrapped up
sippin' ***** from a lil' cup
stuck behind the heart of the broken
feeling like an unused token
lever totally unpulled
machines heart redulled
stuck behind the life of me
feeling like a failure to what I must be
heart reshattered
like I ever even mattered...

held within a withering heart
the blood begins to slowly start
flowin out of the open ****
as my images begin to flash

before my very eyes
my heart slows,
and begins to die
body trembling,
head spinning,
fighting the pain,
but now it's winning

blood begins to flow like the ocean
body numb, with no emotion
tears streamin like rain
now i feel  unsane

eyes shaking,
nothings clear
now i blame him,
cause he's not here

if he were sitting by my side
this poor girl would have never died